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    About Me

    A New York girl who woke up in Florida 15 years ago and has been trying to find her way back ever since; geeze this state is like a black hole in space (sorry to anyone who likes it here but meh!!)

    Interests

    ANIME!!! hehe...cats, the internet, horses (somewhat not as much as I used to) books, especially science fiction-fantasy; music (just about any kind but country)

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  • Journal

    • Well....

      Mood June 21, 2008 2:31pm

      I'm feeling somewhat better.  I still can't explain exactly what brought this on; feeling so low and like I was trying to pole vault …
    • Okay whatever

      Mood June 18, 2008 12:38am

      Don't know what brought this on; I feel like crap; just want to sleep; eating?  forget it!  Just don't care....I'll go to sleep …
    • why is it...

      Mood June 11, 2008 12:20am

      that one day I can feel so together; like I'm strong and clear headed and can identify with others and I'm eager to reach out and share my …

    • that one day....

      Mood April 19, 2008 2:26pm

      Seems like I have at least one day a week where leaving the house is just.....impossible.....almost as if I feel that if I step out that door, …

    • Journal Entry for March 9, 2008

      Mood March 9, 2008 3:27pm

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  • Goals

    Progress

    15 %

    Goal End Date is Aug 28, 08 35 more days.
  • Support Groups

    • Close Depression

      I guess I've suffered depression all my life...and the only reason I say this is because of reading about it and hearing people's stories....I've never been diagnosed, and except for self medicating (NOT recommended) which I stopped nearly 30 years ago, I've never been treated for it. But I seem to have all the symptoms. Of course not every day is bad....but I seem to have more than my share of them, and I go through periods where just functioning is a challenge; leaving the house is hard...

      Treatments

      Positive Thinking Somewhat Helpful
      I try this more now that I'm older. It's more a matter of changing perspective and finding out what's really important...don't sweat the small stuff, that sort of thing.....it works more than it used to lol....
      Psychotherapy Not Working
      I finally figured out that this was not the answer for me, simply because just talking about a problem wasn't enough. I know that goes against conventional wisdom, that it's helpful to talk things out, but I never felt it to be so. Maybe I just haven't found the right doctor.....
      Support from Friends & Family Somewhat Helpful
      this is mixed....while I get along civilly with my family, they're really the last ones I can go to about my life and problems. Sad, but true. I do have friends who can identify with me, and that's a big deal. My family has no idea...they think it's as simple as telling yourself to snap out of it......
      Wellbutrin Not Working
      Actually I was prescribed this during one of my attempts to quit smoking. My anxiety level shot up so bad I was smoking 3 times as much! So I stopped taking it...can't see how that would help with depression. (btw I finally DID quit the cigs...almost 3 years ago now
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