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March 24, 2008 10:44am
I have come to the conclusion that I have some subconsious need to fuck my life up. I failed my first drug test for probation and now everyone is mad …
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March 4, 2008 3:18pm
I think it's so stupid the things tha get me down like I know I'm selfish and that Ifeel sorryfor myself all the time but I don't …
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Friday, February 29, 2008
February 29, 2008 1:48pm
Iwhen I first started with this site I thought it would help me and it did but I was helping other people as well and I think that made me feel …
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Thursday, February 28, 2008
February 28, 2008 4:55pm
I hate my life and I hate god and i's not fair that god is putting me through everything that he has. I'm not a fucking saint I don't …
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Happy Mother's Day.... God Bless! Kairi's Grandma
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big hugs sweetie
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Hello! Have a fantastic weekend! Big Hugs!
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Taniapixie, Please don't listen to people who poison you into thinking that you caused your daughter's death. Get the heck away from them. You know that you didn't do anything to your child. And so does she. Guilt is such a terrible, torturous thing. Don't do that to yourself. Don't listen to people who want to tear you down instead of helping you stand.Hugs! Sweetie! LittleOsmom
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no, i disagree, we all think that...i think our children pick us. You don't know what the future would have held for her if that moment didn't happen. She would want you to be happy. I can guarantee that!!
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Close Bereavement
Type: Loss of a Childmy daughter died 5/3/06 She was exactly 5 months old. I proped her bottle. The state put me on probation. I'm finally ready to start talking about after a year and a half or trying to ignore it
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- Crying Somewhat Helpful
- if I did it more
- Getting Angry Not Working
- it only makes me sadder and feel more guilty
- Keeping Busy Working / Worked
- untill the word baby comes up
- Pets Working / Worked
- it works untill they die too
- Reading Working / Worked
- untill I start thinking about reading books to Alexis
- Remembering Not Working
- I'm starting to forget her
- Support from Friends & Family Too Soon to Tell
- my dad tries and my mom buys me stuff but everyone else just kind of dosen't talk about it
- Talking Not Working
- I cant talk about it my throat closes up
- Time Not Working
Close Depression
Type: Clinical (Major) DepressionI've suffred from extream drepression since I was 8 and I have the extream highs and lows like bipolar but things have been worse since my daughter died
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Open Sudden Infant Death Syndrome (SIDS)
: I support someone who has lost a child to SIDSmy child died after I proped the bottle
Open Families & Friends Affected By Suicide
In 2006 I had 3 close friends commit scuicide within a 5 month period
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- Talking Working / Worked
- sometimes talking about the good things helpd feeling the bad things
Open Sexual Abuse
When I was 8 my mother's boyfriend at the time came in to my room while I was playing dress up and made me touch him he started touching me the next day and this continued untill the last time I saw him just before I turned 12
Open Infertility, Secondary
I'm 20 and I'm trying for a second baby I've been tring for 2 years
Open Anemia
Type: Iron Deficiency AnemiaI have been anemic since I was 11 and started my period
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- Dietary Modification Somewhat Helpful
- I eat lots of red meat just so it will stay low and not dangerously low
- Iron Somewhat Helpful
- I can't afford it
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