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Friday, May 16, 2008 | A Call For Help story

i am very sad and can't get to the point where i am happy. i am at a new job going to be doing 40 hrs a week on my feet and no one cares about my feelings everyone cares about there own stuff and no one has said how are you doing with this. all i get from my friends and family is it's a job what to want. to me it's more than a job it's my life right now. my husband is being a jerk and starting fights with me like he always does we go from doing good and he ruins it. i am very overwelmed and need to have a hug or someone tell me i am doing good just a pat on the back or something but i get nothing at all. just people being negative. it hurts. i am very very sad right now i want to cry. i feel like i am nothing a nobody. i also have some friends on ds that i used to talk to all the time and then all of a sudden they stop talking to me and i don't know why. what have i done? please the people i am talking about know who they are and i would like to know why you stopped talking to me. i have no one to talk to and it would be nice to have us talk again. there is only one of my friends on ds that still talks to me and i am glad she is there for me but there are some on here that have nothing to do with me anymore. i feel like i am that person in high school no one liked and i am stupid. it may be stupid to say that but it's true and i am just saying how i feel.

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I am very truly sorry for being such a jerk. You're right. I need to consider what you're going through right now, and I'm not. I see it as you getting fed up with me and overreacting and then I blow up. Which is completely wrong. I have not been negative towards you having this new job and stuff, I just have not been treating you like I should be in general. And I am terribly sorry. You know that. I know you do. You know the me that I've been this week is really not me. We're both under a lot of stress right now and I am just not dealing with it like you are. I love you, I always will, and I will ALWAYS be there for support for you. I will always be your best friend. Please don't forget that.

*BIG HUGS, but not compared to the hug when I get home*

MG01085
That is what your journal is for, to get it all out. I am sorry your having such a hard week. I am here for you, I wish we lived closer, but just a phone call away. You and hubby need to spend some time together this weekend in a peaceful way. I am sorry that your friends on ds aren't there for you. You know I always will be. Love you girly! My thoughts are with you.

OneBadBlonde
Hey girl!!! Sorry that u have havent had a great weeek. U r doin a great job at everything that God has got in mind 4 u! If I am one of the friends that u r talkin about.... not talkin to u. I am sorry I just havent been on the computer a lot due to bein kollege alllllllllllllll day and doin homework and dealin with home stuff!!!! I am sorry that u dont feel like much but u really r something........ a verrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrry special person that God created! God bless u and do enjoy ur weekend mayb alone in the morning on the front porch lookin at the nature God has provided for us. Than mayb spend the rest of the day cuddle on the couch with ur hubby watchin movies 2gether! I am spendin my Saturday doin a party with loudness so enjoy the peace and quite if allllllll possible.

violett
Girl, you've got a wonderful man. If Bo were to say some of the things that your hubby just said, I could forgive him sooo much more easily. I think that maybe it's a lack of communication. I'm not trying to sound like a shrink or nothing, but if you feel like shit, TELL HIM. If you feel like shit alot, TELL HIM. If you don't know how to handle it at the moment, walk away and tell him you 2 can talk about it later when you feel up to it. Men don't understand how we feel. How we are overworked and underpaid. I don't know what they understand really. Oh.........nevermind.........we know what they understand..........it called..........sex....haha!!! TTYL!!!Heather

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