fathers day
June 15, 2008 4:16pm
Well today is Fathers day. Our first one without you and it is just horrible. I have done nothing but cry since last night hon. Fathers day was …
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I am a 43 year old mom of three wonderful boys ages 8, 14,21 and recently ten days now lost my husband suddenly to a heart attack. I am very devastated and lost right now with alot of fear, anger sadness and don't know where to turn I no longer know what to believe in I feel like I lost half of myself and will never feel whole again. Thought it would help to talk to people who are living this nightmare that I am trying to live and maybe gain some insight and knowledge on just how to cope .
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April 7, 2008 10:23pm
Well our trip to Disney World has come and gone, we got home late last night. Over all I think everyone enjoyed the trip. It was nice to get away …
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Journal Entry for March 12, 2008
March 12, 2008 4:36pm
Well hon I am getting ready to take the boys to Disney World like we had planned . Everything is booked and now I am starting to have some …
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Journal Entry for February 17, 2008
February 17, 2008 6:50pm
Well I've decided today that even though I have my kids around me and my brothers and sisters that since I lost my husband I am really feeling …
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Hi again maggie I forgot to ask how your kids are doing.Are you going for any theropy? I need to go back for mine after I move. My son really needs to start his also.I find my son has different days where he is happy and ok and then some days he's filled with anger and he doesn't know why. I try to help him but it's very hard. I hope your kids are taking it easy on you. I remember in the begining how fragile I felt and even now some days I still feel like I could fall apart.This is the hardest thing I have ever been threw and hopefully for you and your family this to will be the hardest you will have to face.By that I mean I hope from here out things get easier for you. Do you have family arround you to help.? Well take care of yourself. Hopefully we can speak again soon. LOri
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Hi maggie I'm ok. Not really ok I'm moving out of my house next Saturday sept 6th and it's really starting to hit me. I'm glad to be moving because I will save money and the memories hurt to much. But the memories hurt to leave also. It's so weird. My neice is getting married this Friday Aug 29th. I can't believe it's here already and I feel bad because I'm kinda dreading it instead of excited for her. I'm afraid I will cry alot and make her sad. I don't want to ruin her day at all. Well enough about me. How are you doing? I hope your well thanks for checking on me and saying hello. have a wonderful day. Lori
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just dropping by with a hug..hope you have a peaceful weekend
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Big hugs to you-hope you are doing okay
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Hope you are doing alright! We miss you. Hugs Marlene
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Type: Loss of a Partner/SpouseI just lost my husband my best friend ten days ago. I don't know how I will get through this. I have 3 sons and don't know what to do for them either. My loss was very sudden my husband had a heart attack so we are all in shock. don't think I will ever feel whole again and don't know where to go to talk to people who truly know what I am feeling and what helps them cope. I am just numb
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Hello I just lost my husband 10 days ago and it was very sudden. I don't know where else to turn right now and thought meeting people here who have suffered this kind of loss is a good place to start. I have three boys to raise and want to be the best I can be for them, all the things people say I need to be now but I am so so scared I lost a big part of myself when my husband passed away and right now I don't feel like I will ever be whole again.
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