martin234's Journal

July 14 2008

I signed up for the same volunteerings with Hannah, today I volunteered Rock Climbing in Roompers Room. Hannah was supposed to be volunteering, but to my disbelief I saw the profiles from the person working there. I saw her name along with mine. We were in the same catagory. But later she changed up with someone else. I felt angry, sad and suprised. But lifes to short to live like that. But I being depressed. The volunteering was long, tough, depressing and loney. With her, this would all change. Well the positive news in todays volunteering is there were couple of teenagers around the age of mine working there. So i got to hang out with them. I'm thinking about working here too. I will not work for the money for it means absolutely nothing to me. What I care is helping others, and benifit by getting something to add to my resume for my future careers and the money to my supply my university tuition. Most people work part time jobs in teenage life for money. Money to spend on MP3, CDs, Games, Game systems, etc.... But in my case I'll spend my money wisely. How much effort I put into my life, what I wish doesn't come easily. If you work for money, I understand. I use to think the same. Money is nothing to me. I just want to make others happy, do something good for others, change the world. Theres still 4 days of brutal rock climbing volunteering, alone, depressed and brutal. I just wish she told me she wanted