saide's Journal

Hello to all my ds friends! I am sorry I havent been on here for awhile but my life as been alittle crazy. My husband n I are trying to work things out but I dont feel close to him anymore. Im just faking my happiness to make him happy. I know that is wrong but would be nicer then beaking up our family. I did stop my bipolar meds again cuz I think it was making think bad thoughts, so I go to the dr once again to c what to do now. Most of the time Im pretty happy. Money is not good here so I went n got a job at a hotel as a front desk clerk, i will c how thats goes, but I have to do something. We have been going camping with the kids about every weekend which is fun to get away. My new job may put a stop to that though cuz I will have to work about every weekend Yuck but thats life. Well thats all for now