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XxSkepticalxX

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Member since December 16, 2007
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4EvaMissed!................... I am a Self Injurer but i hope to be soon completely SI FREE!! I am currently trying to get my life back on track. I have managed to come out about ALL chilhood abuse i have suffered..I am trying to deal and overcome the effects of a rape that happened nearly 2 years ago..I recovering from self harm (nearly 2mnths clean), Eating disorders/ self esteem- distorted image of body. I also in recovery from prescription drug abuse which i used to try to numb the pain. Beating this depression is another main thing i am trying to get through, aswell as my suicidal thoughts... Well so that's why i am here. About me: I love music MIMS!! (Music Is My Saviour) I love to be on the computer ( coping mechanism) I am kinda cutting myself off from friends at the moment, but thats my classic trying to survive, i withdraw... I am genuine, i am kind to my friends and do not believe in backstabbing or bitching. I tend to lose my temper easily. Which can get me into quite alot of trouble.. Well theres some info bout me...
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- Falling?
  
  July 5, 2008 6:42am
  
  I'm falling, i can feel it...emotionally I am going backwards..One good thing no urges to SI or Suicide....But I am feeling horrible, about my …
- Update
  
  July 4, 2008 9:15am
  
  So I haven't written in a while so I think it is time for an update. So I have been doing okay. I had a little bit of a setback nothing major. I …
- Made a Mark
  
  June 9, 2008 12:41am
  
  4 months SI free =\
- A write up on Cheaters
  
  May 29, 2008 4:19am
  
  One thing that is stuck in my head at this very moment, it is something that I feel I just need to get out. Do you ever wonder why men act the way …
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- Close Depression
  Type: Clinical (Major) Depression
  have been depressed for 4years. i was admitted to hospital for 2 weeks for depression among other mental disorders
  Treatments
  
  Celexa Not Working
  
  Cognitive Behavioral Therapy Working / Worked
  
  Positive Thinking Not Working
  
  Prozac Not Working
  
  Psychotherapy Somewhat Helpful
  
  Remeron Not Working
  
  I slept for 24hrs straight Did nothing but sleep, my moods were crazy
  
  Seroquel Considering
  
  Support from Friends & Family Somewhat Helpful
  
  Writing Working / Worked
  
  Zoloft Somewhat Helpful
  
  only helps me sleep, my moods still arent stable
  
  Luvox Working / Worked
  
  Finally something that works!!!!!!!!!!!
- Close Phobia
  Type: Social Phobia
  i dont like social situations, they make me nervous and give me anxiety. I think people are staring at me when they're not. if people start laughing i think they are laughing at me. And i think people talk about me too. I am very parinoid in social situations.
  Treatments
  
  Acceptance Not Working
  
  Remeron Too Soon to Tell
  
  Psychotherapy Too Soon to Tell
- Open Post-Traumatic Stress Disorder
  i got ptsd from being raped
  Treatments
  
  Cognitive Behavioral Therapy Considering
  
  EMDR Considering
  
  Music Working / Worked
  
  Psychotherapy Too Soon to Tell
  
  Remeron Too Soon to Tell
  
  Seroquel Considering
  
  Supportive Care Somewhat Helpful
  
  Talking Too Soon to Tell
  
  Zoloft Working / Worked
  
  am on it for depression maybe it might help for this?
- Open Families & Friends Of Addicts
  my brother was a drug addict.
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  Patience Working / Worked
  
  Talking Working / Worked
  
  Writing Working / Worked
- Open Prescription Drug Abuse
  this used to be my ascaoe. I used to get high and hurt myself. i blank out and still to this day dont remember some nights
- Open Empty Nests
  my mum is suffering from empty nest
- Open Panic Attacks
  anxiety leads me to panic attacks
  Treatments
  
  Positive Thinking Working / Worked
  
  Psychotherapy Not Working
  
  Rescue Remedy Working / Worked
  
  Valium Working / Worked
  
  Remeron Too Soon to Tell
- Open Rape
  one year ago, its just been out in the open
  Treatments
  
  Psychotherapy Too Soon to Tell
  
  Talking Too Soon to Tell
  
  Remeron Too Soon to Tell
- Open Personality Disorders
  Type: Borderline Personality Disorder (BPD)
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- Open Sexual Abuse
  ??
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  Leave Working / Worked
  
  Music Working / Worked
  
  \"The Courage To Heal\" Working / Worked
- Open Video Game Addiction
  CABAL
- Open Euthanasia
  my aunty pretty much died from assisted suicide...
- Open Eating Disorders
  distored body image. Starved binged...
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  Dietitian Consult Working / Worked
  
  Outpatient Treatment Program Not Working
  
  Psychotherapy Not Working
  
  Zoloft Not Working
- Open Healthy Relationships
  Treatments
  
  Talking Somewhat Helpful
  
  Writing Working / Worked
- Open Infidelity
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- Open Anemia
  Type: Thalessemia Minor
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  Iron Working / Worked
Groups
- Safe Haven
  
  Member since March 21, 2008
- Incest Survivors
  
  Member since May 25, 2008
- Suicide and Self Injury Survivors
  
  Member since April 9, 2008
- Ur Not Alone
  
  Member since March 23, 2008
- DID Littles Group
  
  Member since May 8, 2008
- Child Abuse Survivors
  
  Member since May 17, 2008
- Physical and Verbal Abuse Survivors
  
  Member since May 28, 2008
- Rape Survivors
  
  Member since April 9, 2008
- Learn to love yourself
  
  Member since May 17, 2008
- stop abuse now
  
  Member since May 16, 2008
- FROM VICTIM TO SURVIVOR
  
  Member since May 17, 2008
- Artists
  
  Member since May 3, 2008
- Love Your Body
  
  Member since May 13, 2008
- The Aussie Group
  
  Member since May 17, 2008
- The Unmedicated/Undiagnosed
  
  Member since May 3, 2008
- Poems written in Tears
  
  Member since May 3, 2008
- TEENS IN NEED
  
  Member since June 3, 2008
- Girls Only
  
  Member since June 4, 2008
- journal talk
  
  Member since June 14, 2008
- Taking Back My Life
  
  Member since July 13, 2008
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