Journal Entry for May 13, 2008
May 13, 2008 12:54am
PART 2
I NEED ADVICE
Monday I went to my doc appointment and she gave me a pill that is not a narcotice since I dont have money or …
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Journal Entry for May 13, 2008
May 13, 2008 12:41am
PART 1
Yesterday was good. Mothers day went well probobly becouse I didnt talk to my mom. We went fishing and thats all she wanted was to go …
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Journal Entry for April 28, 2008
April 28, 2008 10:01am
Things are going good I guess. Work is going good as well.
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Journal Entry for April 24, 2008
April 24, 2008 11:00am
Yesterday I went for an interveiw that I knew I was already going to get the job. It's at sonic. I finaly returned the application and he …
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Journal Entry for April 20, 2008
April 20, 2008 1:32am
Tonight I have drank a little and Cindy went out with a freind that just kicked her husband out a few days ago. They had fun and her freind met …
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Close Depression
Dont know what kind of depression. I get down and cant get back up, I blame myself for alot of things and become suisidal.
Treatments
- Positive Thinking Not Working
- How can you think possitive when the world is against you??
- Psychotherapy Considering
- I NEED THERAPY LIKE YOU WONT BELIVE,,,,, I'm WAY overdue for it and Valeo thinks I need to see some nuns or something becouse I'm too fucking crazy for them I guess. Why else would the addmin tell me that there is nothing else they can do for me and to never call back again?? They havent done anything for me, much less anything more...... Fucking assholes.
- Seroquel Not Working
- It wont work becouse I couldnt work with me on this med.
- Support from Friends & Family Somewhat Helpful
- It helps sometimes, depends on whos availible to talk and what mood there in.
- Wellbutrin Too Soon to Tell
- Didnt know if it would work or not. I told my doctor Mari Christenses with Valeo to shove it up her cunt if she wouldnt take me off of seriquil or refer me to a divrerent doctor after being nise WAY too many times......... Fucking bitch.
- Writing Somewhat Helpful
- Seems to help on this site only. Made some friends and D/S is the ONLY reason I have stayed alive seince my first profile called,,,, "kill_me"
Close Breakups & Divorce
I have been happily divorced seince april 28th 2006 and I am still living with the after effects of all the abuse I had from scyco bitch. The lieing, cheating, controlling, mind fucking, cunt ass bitch that ruined my life needs to go back to hell. I spent MANY, MANY hours circling our house debating on killing her or not when we were getting divorced. She left me with all the bills 3 pluss months behind and having to deal with all that with no money to catch anything up on.
Treatments
- Couples Counseling Not Working
- It didnt work becouse she didnt want it too work.She was a fucking bitch about it all and knew it was her all the time and didnt want herself to look bad.TOO FUCKING LATE BITCH!!!!!!!!!
- Family Therapy Not Working
- My family hates me with a passion and never did like scyco bitch and still holds it over my head, makes me feel bad about it, keeps telling me "I told you so" and my brother wants me in jail becouse hes an asshole and dont care about no one but himself. The fucker goes around topeka FUCKING all the bar maids in town. Especialy Jeromia Bullfrogs. What a drunk asshole would tell his brother, huh??
- Forgiveness Not Working
- I will NEVER forgive the scyco bitch demon for what she did to me. I would kill her if I have the chance so watch out Tamera Ayiko Murrow Robbinson or what the fuck ever you want to be called these days.
- Leave Somewhat Helpful
- I did. Thats why I am crazy now and not dead or in prison for murder. I would have KILLED the fucking scyco bitch long before now.
- Love Somewhat Helpful
- I would love to kill her. There is no love for a bitch like her. NONE!!!!!!!!
- Music Working / Worked
- Thats the only thing I live for now. We have a scycotily remade version of the Trogs Wild Thing compleate with an alternate layout and new lyrics for the ex wives of the band members. Music is my passion and my life dream and nothing will stop me now till I reach spring break in cancoon. Even if I die like my good friend Dan Falley before I get there, I will never give up on music.
- Pets Too Soon to Tell
- Makes me think of how mutch of a bitch she was becouse an animal took too mutch money away from her and her cheating, fucking, cock sucking "I never cheated on you! If it dosnt meen anything, it's not sex" fucking attitude. WHORE!!!!!
- Psychotherapy Considering
- NEED IT!!!!! NEED IT REALY FUCKING BAD!!!!! TELL THE CUNT SUCKING BITCHES AT VALEO TO PULL THERE HEADS OUT OF THERE ASSHOLES AND LISTEN TO ME THAT I DO DESPARATLY NEED THERAPY!!!!!!
- Support from Friends & Family Somewhat Helpful
- Friends yes, family,,,,,,, FUCK NO!!!!!!!
- Talking Working / Worked
- Sometimes thats all I need to calm down. It's no long term fix. Maybe tonight maybe a few hours and sometimes maybe a day or two. I NEED FUCKING THERAPY!!!!!!
- Time Too Soon to Tell
- Seems to get better after a few years but I still am effected by her and what she's done to me. I don't want to kill her as bad, just strangle her and watch her beg for life and mercy and I would tell her not till she gives mine back. Then I could have her life and mercy and fucked up attitude and maybe if I was that crazy added to mine I could rule something. maybe not the wold but a small town or city.
Open Anxiety
I have had it for a LONG time now and finaly diagnosed with anxiety AND NOT BI POLER
Treatments
- Breathing Exercises Somewhat Helpful
- It's hard to do at times but when you get it down to a habbit, it seems to help a little.
- Klonopin Working / Worked
- After about 15 20 minutes it kicks in and I mellow out. I am on 1 full pill and take when needed.
- Paxil Working / Worked
- Been on it before and it seems to work. Not on it anymore. They gave it to me for my mood swings or whatever when I was miss diagnosed with bi poler
- Positive Thinking Not Working
- Whats that?? Who can think possitive when your life sucks this bad????
Open Post-Traumatic Stress Disorder
From the abbuse growing up, making everything my fault before I get my ass beat to where I HAVE to miss school all the way to the bullshit my exwife put me through, I have a huge amount of P.T.S. Makes me violent at times too.
Treatments
- Psychotherapy Considering
- NEED IT!!! NEED IT!!! NEED IT!!! No one seems to think so. What do you think?????
- Seroquel Not Working
- Couldn't take the shit becouse of my job and the docter MARI CHRISTENSON from valeo uped it becouse it wasnt working becouse it was effecting my job so I went off it and wouldt refer me to another docter or a therapist (whitch is something I need)
- Talking Somewhat Helpful
- Sometimes thats all I need is someone to talk to for a short fix.
Open Alcoholism
I'm a drunk. I have been off of alcohol accesivly for 3 or 4 months now (3/1/08) and need to get drunk and be somebody. With everything that has happened latly, I need a few weeks of being on a beer wagon. I am getting eiritable from not drinking.
Open Stress Management
I NEED IT, I NEED IT, I NEED IT,,,,,,,,, REALY FUCKING BAD!!!!!!!
Treatments
- Anger Management Considering
- It cost money and thats one of many things I dont have anymore.
Open Financial Challenges
2generous hasn’t entered any details for this support group.Open Healthy Relationships
2generous hasn’t entered any details for this support group.Open Miscarriage
2generous hasn’t entered any details for this support group.Open Bereavement
Type: Loss of a Friend2generous hasn’t entered any details for this support group.Open Family Issues
2generous hasn’t entered any details for this support group.Open Step Families
My new girl freind who I'm serious with has 2 kids that are teenagers.
Open ADHD / ADD
My girl freinds son has A.D.H.D. and borderline retardation. Dose anyone relate and is able to help??
Treatments
- Adderall Not Working
- He and his sister gets violent on this.
Open Mental Challenged
My girl freinds son has A.D.H.D. and borderline retaredation. Is there anyone here that can relate and help me understand?????
Open Parenting Teenagers (12-18)
My girl freind has 2 kids 13 and 14 {soon to be 15} What do I do???
Treatments
- Patience Somewhat Helpful
- Thats all you can do with teenagers. I am understanding and know that they have there own challenges pluss they have mental probs themselves and it gets my anger ignited sometimes and I feel bad about it after I do. Dose anyone relate? Can you help me???
- Psychotherapy Somewhat Helpful
- I'm in counsoling for things and so are the 2 kids.
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