Journal Entry for April 22, 2008
Today was absolute crap. I feel like once again my life is falling apart. I almost feel like I did when I tried to kill myself a month or so ago. I …
is feeling Good
Listening to Thursday.
Hm... I would say I'm just a normal person, but I'm not. I feel like I'm an individual, and you can't get to know me even if you've known me for a while. I rarely let people in, but if I do it means I value them a whole lot. I'm pretty logical, but I also trust my emotions a lot, too. I'm not book smart, but I'm not stupid, either. I'm more of one of those people who'll be, like, a sage or something. I'm just really complex, and I don't even know all of me. My religion is Apathy, but I'm not the stereotypical nonreligious person. I'm really open about things and don't judge people. I'm trustworthy and understanding, and I guess that's all I have to say c:
I like video games (Pokemon, Metroid Primes, FFX and X-2, Paper Marios -- those are my favorites), music (Britney Spears, Imogen Heap, Kelly Clarkson, Flyleaf, and Emmy Rossum are my top five, but I like a lot more stuff), art (poetry, singing, random stuff -- expressing myself in general), and a lot of other stuff I can't think of.
Today was absolute crap. I feel like once again my life is falling apart. I almost feel like I did when I tried to kill myself a month or so ago. I …
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Today was horrible. I went to see a psychiatrist today, and we talked about stuff. Then my mom came in and we all talked about stuff. But then she …
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I guess I've kind of known I was gay for more than a year. I started to think so when I was around 12 or so. I guess that's it... whatever.
I've partially overcome a potential eating disorder, and now I just need to use my newly restored will power and exercise ethic for good.
I'm working out and eating healthy, so I just need to wait.
I'm worried about school, my future, and all that stuff. I don't know what I want to do or what college I want to go to; it's all really overwhelming.
My friends and mom know, but no one else. I really want to not worry about it anymore, but coming out to people is harder every time.
I need some new friends who think like I do.
I'm kind of flamboyant and I have long hair, but I have a beard and am going to get my hair cut soon so hopefully I'll feel better about my image.