Journal Entry for January 21, 2008
Well just an update. I broke up with the 31 y/o because he has no respect for women and plus he thought he could yell at me. Once i wore this shirt …

is feeling Good
Well I just turned 17 Ive been on medicine for various things my whole life or as long as i remember. And i just need some serious advice on this stuff Ive been diagnosed with Bipoler Disorder ADHD ODD and i have really bad anger issues I just need some people to talk to about his kinda stuff
Well just an update. I broke up with the 31 y/o because he has no respect for women and plus he thought he could yell at me. Once i wore this shirt …
LIKe OMG I HATE CHEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEESEEEEEEEEEE i hope it goes away forever and ever.
Ok anyways like yah IDK i feel like talking like …
OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOTHE COLTS LOST * CRYS SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO HARD* im going to go curl up and die in the corner bye everyone
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OMG lol anyways im having a really good day so far lol
*sniffs* i miss Elias
I have been diagnosed with Bipolar disorder Ive been to A few doctors Ive been through so many differnt treatments its kinda hard to remember but im kinda getting tired of always being on all my medicines and i really need advice
I tried to tell my mom im Bisexual an she cried and got angry. She says she doesnt think i really know what i am
WHen i was youg i was sexually abused my therapist says that might be the cause of my sexual addiction Its kinda hard to explain
I am 17 i went into foster care when i was 7 because my mother abused me my brother molested me i was abused in foster care and on my nineth birthday i was introduced to the wonderfull woman i call mom today! Shes stick with mee through all my hard times
Im Afraid a bugs I am allways afriad someone is watching me or talking abut me when im in a group to the point where i am soo uncomfortable Im allways so worried ill get sick my mom says im a hypocondriact?? sorry my spelling isnt well. And im Afriad of Being ALone at night time
I have nocternal Anxiety Attacks. One time i was in a Hotel And I woke up Screaming at the top of my lungs And sobbing but no recalection of a nightmare
I am a jealous person and its hard for me
My mom is an Addict Drugfreelady