ohitsarock’s Profile
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About Me
Hey, I'm Jen. I have about a million nicknames though, so I'll respond to just about anything. I am currently a freshman in college, and absolutely love it! My hair is uber important to me, and I prove that by dying it all sorts of ridiculous colors, ha. I just really love self-expression, and being yourself. My friend Max once said, "I don't believe in trying to be anyone else, it's only a waste of the person you were born to be." I absolutely love that, and love how someone who isn't even a legal adult can be so wise. Being rude, disrespectful, or judgmental of others, in my opinion, is a complete waste of time. Every person, no matter what life has thrown at him or her, is imperfect, yet beautiful because of it.
Interests
I love art to the nth degree. I've played the cornet since the 5th grade, and ever since it's become an attachment to my hand. I'd love to just stand on a New Orleans street corner and wail out some jazzy tunes. Acting is another of my passions. Engulfing a completely different someone and taking on their life through your own amazes me. Writing is my new therapy. Whether it be poetry, a story, or even roleplaying, writing means an epic amount to me. Soccer is my favorite sport to play, though I love watching basketball, and high school football. I've got a helluva lot of school spirit, and I have no problem getting decked out in face paint, and crazy hats and just being friggin' obnoxious in the name of spirit. I'm not photogenic in the slightest, and nor am I vain, but I love to take pictures of myself, ha. Like going out and having a stella' time? I do, too, but you won't find me doped up to do so; I don't need drugs or alcohol to act like an idiot. My Kitty is my baby; it's almost crazy how much I've come to love that cat.
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hey you! its been ages! add me on msn masterdave101@hotmail.com so we can talk actually :P
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I do feel special. Little Boy Blue.
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Haha, well, check it out! I didn't think you left comments anymore, chick. I'm not on aim anymore because my mother came home, but hey, a comment conversation? GASP. We haven't had one of those since...the days of Xanga I don't think. Gosh...Xanga. That's crazy. I'm going to make a xanga, for old times sake.
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Close Bisexuality
I've been attracted to girls for.. a really long while, but because of my religion I always suppressed my feelings. After a while I realized that my bisexuality was a gift from God, and I have since accepted it. I have nothing to be ashamed of. Bisexuality doesn't define me, but it is definitely a part of who I am, and am now happy to embrace :)
Close Bereavement
Type: Loss of a ParentMy mother died almost eight years ago from a stroke, and still to this day I struggle with accepting it. I was only ten when it happened, but it sent me into a depression that stuck around for over six years, forced me to step up and grow up for my family, and forever left a whole in my heart.
Treatments
- Crying Somewhat Helpful
- It helps to get emotion out.
- Getting Angry Somewhat Helpful
- Punching pillows and yelling also helps to get emotion out.
- Grief Counseling Not Working
- I tried seeing specifically a grief counselor and absolutely hated the experience, but once I began seeing a therapist, she referred me to group therapy and I really enjoyed that.
- Music Somewhat Helpful
- I like listening to music when I think of my mom's death because it helps me to focus my mind on something else I love.
- Poetry Somewhat Helpful
- Writing my feelings out is wonderful.
- Prayer Working / Worked
- God humbles me, comforts me, and reminds me that He has a plan for everyone, my mom included.
- Psychotherapy Working / Worked
- My therapist and I worked on my grieving process for several months. She had me journaling, talking about my feelings, writing letters to my mom, the whole nine yards. Though I've stopped seeing my therapist, I continue to use the tools I learned to cope.
- Support from Friends & Family Working / Worked
- Talking to my family about my mom always brightens me up. I love hearing my dad tell stories about what him and my mom were like and what they did before any kids showed up.
- Support Groups Working / Worked
- I really enjoyed group therapy, and preferred it to one-on-one grief therapy.
Open Bereavement - Teens
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- Music Working / Worked
- Support from Friends & Family Working / Worked
Open Gay & Lesbian Teens
ohitsarock hasn’t entered any details for this support group.Open Irritable Bowel Syndrome (IBS)
I was officially diagnosed with IBS-D on March 10, 2008. I figured I had it a while ago, though. It's pretty much horrible, and according to my doctor, I have it pretty seriously. It interrupts my life. Basically, I hate it. I can't wait to get better.
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Open Insomnia
I was diagnosed March 10, 2008 in a round-about way. It sucks.
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- Ambien Too Soon to Tell
- Counting Sheep Not Working
Open Hypothyroidism
I was just diagnosed on April 11, 2008. I'm not sure why to tihnk of everything...
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- Synthroid Too Soon to Tell
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