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Journal Entry for May 15, 2008 Mood
Thursday, May 15, 2008
ok everyone...i know you all are trying to help me and dont take this the wrong way you are all helping me, but idk what to do, bc im scared to death to fuck things up even more than last time i was preg. i stopped taking pills, and i stopped cutting myself, but i still have the urge, and when i really truely think about it theres only like 4 ppl who can help me through this, me, teddy, divineer, and god!!! i need help mentally really bad!!! and emotionaly i just dont think i can do this again, and knowing that im having another kid *hopefully* and knowing that im drinking with it just makes me feel like the only thing left to do is to quit and give it all up, and just lose the fight that i fight every single night when i go to bed and every morning when i get up!!! and right now the only reason i do get up in the morning is bc of this babi, i really truely want this babi to come out ok!!!!!!

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get help wit cutting

Progress 25%

Encouragements: 5

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