i cant do it anymore.i jsut cant.i …
i cant do it anymore.i jsut cant.i cant do it. i just dont give a shit about living anymore.id rather be dead.at least …
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Ya know my husband does not make me feel better at all..in fact he is a complete ass anymore...I honestly hate him anymore...I can't jsut wait to go back to work to get away from him...I feel like he thinks that my life is cake anymore...he thinks having a baby is nothing like it is jsut whatever...its like since Peyton has passed he is an asshole thinking the world owes him something well guess what Adam it does not.. he wakes up in a bad mood and he f''in comes home in the worst mood ever.....I jsut keep thinking to myself if he is like this when the baby comes I am out of here..we all grieve I get that but taking it out on the ones you love is not the key...I think he needs meds he really does...he is not supportive at all..hardly at all...if I was ever asked that question I would say a big fat HELL no...part of me is going back to work to stop hear him bitching anymore..yeah I get it you do alot and I am thankful but so do I...then somedays he is as pleasent as a bumble bee..then other days he is shit...complete shit...I am just so sick of him anymore...always having an attitude....always being a ass...we both lost Peyton and somethimes I think I am glad that you do not have to deal with this Peyton because your father sucks................hopefully he will get better...even his parents and siblings notice that he is an ass..just has an attitude....
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Sometimes depression shows as anger & bitchiness. I think you are right about him needing meds.
Leosmommy
for sure. men are weird that way generally but once family members start noticing it too, it definitely looks like there's something deeper.
BuddhaBaby
i know what you mean. my daughter died on 9/7/2001. me and my husband are not the same people. i think he has a harder time showing emotions (other than anger) we are both medicated now, things are much better now. i hope he gets on meds (it does work). hugs and love to you all.
sgsanfod
I feel u with this entry. After my lil girl passed in 99 her father & I soon split. We were both 2different people. I was a emotional wreck & he went PLAIN OL CRAZY CRAZY,
I knew it was time to get my Son & get on, after he called himself holding my son in 1 arm & a saw'd off shotgun in the other Talking all kinds of craziness about just killing us all.
I hope you find a way.
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