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I was barely sober that last weekend. In fact this morning was the first day I WAS sober, since Friday. I rarely drink so this was totally out of …
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Oh dear. I suppose I could describe myself as the perfect lesson for a child if you wanted to teach them how NOT to turn out when they grow up. I'm not a bad person, as such. In fact I like to think I am quite a kind human being (or was). I just happen to be devoid of personality and experience in...well, anything. Ever since I was a child I just.....existed. I ate, breathed like any other human being, but I didn't live. I never DID anything. Ever! So I came here to try and find one like-minded person, so as not to feel completely alienated. Unfortunately, as yet, I haven't stumbled upon someone like me. There are some similarities with others, however. An actual phobia of people. Who'd have thunk it.
I care deeply about the world and it's inhabitants. In particularly the sections of society that I feel are being exploited in some way. I hate bullying of all kinds. So politics, current events (globally more than locally for some reason), ethics and psychology interest me. I enjoy reading and music. I am predictably, as my condition would point to, an avid follower of Keane. I never get to see them, because that would require leaving the house. Come to think of it, leaving the house would require leaving my bedroom. Come to think of it leaving my bedroom would require leaving my bed. It's that bad! I'd like to start a journal, but have no idea how to get started. So if someone else has one I would like to see it please. Give me an idea. Providing anyone reads this profile. I'm digressing from the interests section. erm....keeping fit would be considered an interest. I was 21st 2 years ago. Today I weigh in at 12.2st.
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Remember paranoia is skewed logic and the reverse is apt to be more likely.…
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Every exciting aspect of childhood seems tinged with magic pixie dust. Logic plays no part and weeks…
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You sound like you're being taken advantage of. People chooses when they need you and not. It doesn't…
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just a hug to say hello and i am thinking of you... i am so glad you are better.. this makes me smile... xxxxx
I think I will change mine to yellow my friend.. I love you.. you make me laugh..
Hiya love,when's yours then? x
i havent got kids and more than likely wont be able to have them hun....thank u ur a great friend too xx
I would imagine wanting to take my life every day would constitute being clinically depressed. I feel a journal entry would be more suitable in it's description.