lisam0281's Journal

I have not written anything in about a month.  I have just been down lately, but keeping a smile on my face to the world.  I feel like I have to stay strong for my husband and step-daughter.  If it wasn't for her, I don't know what I would do.

Well, since I last wrote, I had an HSG.  This was probably the most painful thing I have ever been through and that includes a miscarriage and a gall stone.  He said that my tubes were not blocked but that I have a small polyp on the right side of my uterus.  He said that it was nothing to worry about.  My husband had a S/A done and since he had performance anxiety and "the cup was too small", he might have to have it done again.  I was supposed to have a post-coital test done, but 14 sticks and $80 later, I have had no smiley face.  Only a big fat empty circle, just like the one in my heart.  So, tomorrow I have another appointment with him to talk about what to do next.  I imagine he will put me on other medicines with clomid for ovulation and then make me come back in for a post-coital.  I don't think I need this test.  I know my CM is dry and hostile thanks to the clomid.  I just am ready to start injectibles and get this show on the road!