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starvingartist (09/02/08)

thank you! :-) ((hugs))
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Gumption (09/02/08)

Well I am trying to ditch it. Sears just merged with Morgan/Case from the states and things are getting tighter at work. We are adopting their work ethics, so I'm told. Work, dont sleep, dont complain and work more. The new OEC told us in a conference that sears is no longer a 52 year old company, officially, we are only a 2 year old company now. WHAT? LOL that dont make sense. Oh and the CEO said, we all have stress, but you cant just not come to work cause you lost your car keys, or you had a rough weekend, or if your mother doesnt love you. (I AM BEING SERIOUS HERE! This is what was said) I dont know how much longer I can take those assholes. But I am at least opening other doors before shutting others. I'm glad ur feelin good. I was feeling good yesterday! Went for a rollerblade and a run. But dont worry.... i wore alll the white I could! HEHE. ;)
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Gumption (09/02/08)

wow its you! you've been gone so long I forgot how super cool you are. You at work? Tinkerin away with other peoples concerns? There's no such thing as DOING WHAT YOU LOVE anymore, its all about quota's and fat cats in tight suits. I am pissy. I went to work today. My lead wouldnt let me log in... AGAIN! Said I had to talk to HR. So I did. They say that cause I missed last friday, i gotta get a note to even come back to work!WAAAAAAAAAAAA?! THey know the situation, know I am seeing a PDOC and know its hard for me to get a note unless I talk with her. THey said, oh, go to a different doctor for now, but you cant come back today! Even if you have the note. I FREAKED OUT. I started crying and told HR what a fucking run around all this b ullshit is. Told her that I am tired of people telling me its ok for me to work untill I see my doc, then saying OH NO YOU CANT, then making me be consumed by stress over the weekend, no do anything, then call me 10 mins after my shift and tell me to come in. OMG it doesnt make any sense to me. THen I dont come in cause I am sooo fucking tweaked cause of all the shit that happened and they expect me to get a DR for today! WHAT THE MUTHER FUCKING HELL ARE THEY PULLING!? Its ok I think. I mean I wont have much money, cayse they are only givin me 12 hours a week, which is illegal, cause part-time is 24 gaurenteed. Anyways... its all a mess. I dont know how my testing will go for the Security Guard position, so I cant rely on that opportunity just yet. Anywho. Whatcha doin?
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dovelady (09/01/08)

David, I raise my hand as I have endured such highs and lows. It is no fun - enjoy your highs and hold tight when you go low. Make you some factual notes to refer to when you go low - repeat them out loud to yourself. Do this over and over until you think you can believe it. This may help as you are a smart person with an illness that hurts in so many ways. I am sorry that you are having these problems. God is good ALL THE TIME. Dovelady \o/ ~j~ ~j~
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steffycat (08/28/08)

I just read your thing. ihope that your finding some hope. I have to leave work now. But stay safe. I won't be online but, I'll have you in my thoughts.
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steffycat (08/28/08)

David, What's the matter. I just read your thing, and I'm really scared for you. lease write me back in a message
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Gumption (08/27/08)

HUGZ feel better
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SusanMc (08/26/08)

Shit, shit, shit. It sucks right now.
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Gumption (08/26/08)

no worries... just tryin thats all. I understand if it dont get through. Jebuz I would never be one to talk. Nothing can budge me but me.
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SusanMc (08/26/08)

Just read your journal and left you my two cents worth....not sure where the Canadian dollar is these days so take it for what you want :)