I'm done....
April 25, 2008 3:35pm
I'm just done with it all.... I can't take it. I'm so exhausted from pretending like everything doesn't bother me, when really …
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About Me
My name is Meg. I'm 19 years old and I have a lot of stuff going on in my life. All I am looking for is true happiness. I have come here to look for help and support.
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horrible dream
March 19, 2008 11:29am
I had a horrible dream last night and I would love anyone's thoughts about it. It was soo real and it scared me so much that I woke up shaking …
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A broken home
March 13, 2008 3:05pm
So last night was one of the scariest nights of my life. My father has been in jail for about a year and a half for fraud. He recently decided that …
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Journal Entry for February 1, 2008
February 1, 2008 11:23am
The list of my character flaws:
#1. Lazy/unmotivated = me being a loser/going no where
#2. Low self esteem = can't stick up for myself = …
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Journal Entry for January 18, 2008
January 18, 2008 8:44am
I had a bad night last night. It was me and my boyfriend's anniversary 23months.... and all was going as normal but I went to bed kinda early and …
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hey there, came across an old post of yours and you sounded so disillusioned and heartbroken...how are you doing these days? The truth hurts, doesn't it? And who to believe? I hope that you are doing better...we are right here for you whenever you need to vent...take care.
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we are here for you, Meg! I wish that I had this resource when I was 19...I was frightened and alone with painc and despair. Stay close, and get informed! There are many ways to cope, but meds and talk therapy help me so much...good luck!
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hey how are you? noticed you online! xxx
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hey how are u doing? xx
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*sighs* still not had a puff......
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Close Infidelity
I had an extremely stressful year and wasn't looking forward to college, but I went off and left my boyfriend behind. I became extremely depressed. I never left my room, slept all the time, and cried constantly. Then I went home for christmas and on christmas eve I learned that my boyfriend had cheated on me. I became suicidal and I had to be put into a psychiatric ward. I still think about it constantly and I frequently have nightmares that leave me feeling awful the next day.
Treatments
- Forgiveness Somewhat Helpful
- I have forgiven, but I can't forget. And all I want is to forget it ever happened.
Close Depression
I have been depressed for about 3 years. The past two have been the hardest. I started cutting recently... I have been suicidal many times. I was sent away last christmas after cutting myself pretty badly. I have been put on anti-depressants and a sleep aid. It helps... but some days I just get so over whelmed with everything in my life. I feel like locking myself up in some mental institution so I don't have to deal with normal every day life.
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Open Anxiety
I have severe anxiety problems as well as depression. I find myself freaking out about things that haven't even happened yet! I stress about everything. My heart races, my teeth chatter.... I just feel so alone and hopeless
Treatments
- Hypnotherapy Not Working
- Trazodone Somewhat Helpful
Open Eating Disorders
I have been struggling with anorexia for three years now. I would say I am pretty much cured. I still deal with body issues and I avoid mirrors and cameras every chance I get. My self esteem is just as bad but I am fighting off the urge to stop eating. I hate the way I look. I have never been good at anything. The only thing I ever accomplished was becoming anorexic. It's the most motivation I have ever had.... Right not I'm just trying to learn how to love myself
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- Celexa Somewhat Helpful
Open Codependency
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Open Sexual Abuse
I have been taken advantage of more times then I care to share. I think I let myself be the victim but not standing up for myself. I just want to scream and cry and have someone save me.... but no one ever does.... I just freeze. I wish I had loved myself enough to defend myself.
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- Talking Somewhat Helpful
Open Marijuana Addiction & Recovery
I haven't been smoking long, only a couple of years. However, when I went to college I became extremely depressed and started smoking from the moment I got up to when I went to bed. I just feel like the "happy pills" my doctor gives me don't work, so I self medicate. I don't see a problem with it. What is the goal of those "happy pills"? To get me to relax and not worry, what does pot do? The SAME thing.
Open Families of Prisoners
My father was arrested two years ago for fraud. Because of his own greed and his inability to show remorse he was given 15years...
Open Family & Friends of Bipolar
My father was extremely bipolar and continues to go untreated. I adore him on his good days but now I know on his bad days to stay the hell away.
Open Family Issues
What can I say? My family is a mess! My dad is in prison and miserable and doing his best to make everyone else miserable. My mom doesn't get along with either of my two sisters. They no longer speak to each other. My parents are going through a messy divorce and I'm stuck in the middle. I'm the only one who talks to eevryone in my family and I'm trying so hard to make everyone happy but I'm making myself miserable!!!
Open Phobia
I am afraid of.... change/ being alone/ failure/ unknown
Open Breakups & Divorce
My parents are getting divorced after 27 years of marriage. It has been really hard on me- it's very messy. I am learning a lot of secrets about my parent's marriage that they probably shouldn't tell me and I feel like a kid who has just been told Santa doesn't exist. My parents aren't who I thought they were. My childhood was a lie.
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- Leave Working / Worked
- I had to get the hell outta my house- for my own sanity.
Open Healthy Relationships
I am completely in love with my boyfriend. I think he is absolutely perfect, I wouldn't change a thing about him. I would love to get married and be a mom but I'm only 19 and a lot of people think I should wait a while. I'm still trying to decide.
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