Journal Entry for January 2, 2008
i think i had a bit of a freak out on the 31st. i couldnt hold anything in anymore..and it didnt help that my "mom" was hitting me alot …
is feeling OK
sad.sad. invisible! I've never felt comfortable in my own skin or with my personality. I feel like people think Im this cold hearted evil person even though im just really insecure. I just want to be accepted by everyone...especially my own friends because when Im with them they make me feel invisible
Music, poetry, and art.
i think i had a bit of a freak out on the 31st. i couldnt hold anything in anymore..and it didnt help that my "mom" was hitting me alot …
cut myself again today..but i dont think i need anybodys help..its not like like anybody will help me anyway...im not worth anything and its almost …
I thought everything was going alright but it just happend. i couldnt help but cut myself, i was having such a horible day and people were treating …
I've been exercising because I heard that it can help boost your confidence. I feel like shit when I'm working out but after Im finished I …
Its snowing Here!!! yay! i dont know why but i just love snow! i think its one of the most beautiful types of precipitation. i love it! and it makes …
You are loved ^^ Even if you dont know it ^^
im so sorry to hear that you are going througha hard time and no one cares i can definetly relate if you want to talk
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Hey. I claim first hug! How are you doing at the moment? I'm here if you need anything. Anything at all.
i've been feeling sad since i turned 12 and now im 16 and the sadness is just worst...i feel a lot worse when Im with friends becus I feel invisible
My mom only hit me a few times in my life. most of the abuse I get is emotional. I just feel like I need to talk to someone about it...maybe even her. To tell her how much she made me cry or hurt or how much she made me angry with myself. maybe I should just forget about it and it'll just go away
i started cutting when i was twelve but then i stopped just a few months ago. im worried that im might start cutting again. i've been feeling this urge to cut myself again
there's so much that goes on in my life that i feel just adds more stress each day. :(
i've been shy my whole life. most of the time when i was younger people would always ask me questions but my mom would be the one that answered...so sometimes i just blame my shyness on her. but i really shouldnt. i just hate having to say something but always feeling like im not allowed to say it because maybe im not allowed to talk.