Journal Entry for February 24, 2007
today really sucks. i'm feeling bad. sad and numb. starting to lose any optimism i've had recently (actually have lost it). it seems therapy is …
today really sucks. i'm feeling bad. sad and numb. starting to lose any optimism i've had recently (actually have lost it). it seems therapy is …
not sure why, but i'm falling into the "hole" again. At least i don't feel like drinking. i don't feel like doing anything. just going to hang on …
I feel a little more hopeful than I did yesterday, or even this morning. I know that i'm not alone and with some help and support i'm going to be …
Why is it that you think you're doing well, very well in fact and then this horrible, awful thing comes at you from out of nowhere and beats you to …
I feel awful. Like this is never going to go away. I can be doing just fine and then BOOM, i'm down and when i'm down i feel like i'm in a hole and can't find my way out. I don't want to do harm to myself, but i don't want to live like this either.