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Journal Entry for May 15, 2008 Mood

Thursday, May 15, 2008

Worried that ICHIP is going to cancel because medicare did not send them a letter. I have to have insurance or I will really be up a creek with all of my medical bills. Please pray that Mrs. H. from medicare will help resolve this issue!!!

Dealing with all of this stuff is so frustrating. I wish I did not have all of these medical issues so I could just live life normally.

Whatever normal is I do not know anymore.

Normal stopped being part of my life when I hurt myself over two years ago. Then all of the problems began and they do not seem to be ending.

Life Now

Pain

Worry

Despair

Fear

Lack of freedom

Stress

Overdrawn accounts

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Let's backtrack Val. What happened with medicare? Grrrrr I hate the system too, and I swear I would love to figure out a plan and take on the insurance industry. They run our lives and pretty much decide who lives and dies. GRRRRRRR....Hope your Mrs H can help you out! Good luck. ((hugs))marcia

bizemomm
These are the worst things to deal with when you feel ill.. Someone from medicare should sort it out for you. An overdrawn account can't help your Spirit much either.. You've felt better than this before and you will again. I hope the worrying leaves you alone.. we can only whatever we can and the rest isn't worth worrying about.. Sending you lots of love and strength.. Inka xxx

Halli
I too pray the Mrs. H can help you sort out this stuff!!!! I too want to send you lots of love and strength to keep at peace, vchen!!!! BIG BIG HUGS FOR YOU!!!!! i am sorry you are going through all this..........all you can do is all you can do............don't give up on asking everyone to help you though!!!!!! I will really hope that Medicare can help you get this all ironed out too................you don't need all the other worries on top of your illness worries...................hope you find a breath of fresh air in your spirit and peace bathes your mind and soul................God bless You dear heart!!!!!!

BlueButterfly55
I will pray for that Mrs H will sort this out.Good grief the system is so insensitive to people!!!!!!
I hear your pain and frustration.Your words are soulful and deep
But your spirit is still intackt and you are a beautiful person vchen.....(hugs)

jannis
I will pray that Mrs H takes care of this for you. This is not something you should have to worry about. Our healthcare is so messed up.

JulierRae
You have my prayers too. I know what it is like to deal with stuff like that when you do not feel well. I am sure things will staighten out for you.

anitaama
Hon are you taking anything for depression? I know ratteling with ssi and medi-cal stuff is a pain in the butt. Hang in there! I keep you in my thoughts and prayers.

Barfbucket
Thanks for all of the support. It really helps to ease much of the stress!!!!!!

vchen