Journal Entry for December 7, 2007
"When it hurts too much to rise
When love is in disguise
When pain is in your eyes
I'm …
is feeling Good
I love Jesus. I love my husband and family. I have an annoying puppy named Shayli. I love music and my hair is pink.
Music, my family, Jesus, and anything with skulls on it. ; )
"When it hurts too much to rise
When love is in disguise
When pain is in your eyes
I'm …
I started having panic attacks about a year ago. I started taking meds and trying to get to the bottom of what was causing them. As soon as I started to do that, I began healing. I have not had a panic attack in about 7 months. I still struggle with anxiety quite often but I have grown and learned so much through the hard times. Hang on. I know how it is to feel completely hopeless and completely numb to the point that it hurts. But...hope is there...even when we don't feel it.
Along with terrible panic, I struggled with severe depression. I was so much better but it seems I am really beginning to struggle again. I know things will get better but it's really tough when the actual stuggle is in your midst.