It\'s Over
It's over girls... my lining was only about a 4 and I had one follicle. I don't know what my E2 is, but …
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Just a quick update. They made me go back this morning for another sono/lab ... still just one follicle and my E2 only made it to 105 so it was officially cancelled. I have a follow-up with my RE on 10/7, but I already know what he is going to say. Ovarian Failure.. here comes menopause, Donor eggs are the only option, etc.. etc..
It is really starting to him me now. I am probably never going to be pregnant. That is just weird, sad, and hard to comprehend. I know I will still be a mom, it just wont be how I thought. I will accept it all in time..
Thank you for all your kind words, support, and love. It makes me cry right now to read it all beacuse I am so touched.. I will try to be back soon
Love you!
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Again I am so very sorry honey, I can only imagine the pain you are in. I am not giving up on you!!! I just wonder if it is this time right now that perhaps your body is not responding. Perhaps in a year or two things might be different. I have read so many stories of women who were told they would never pregnant and would need to use donor eggs that eventually did get pregnant on their own years later. I am going to look into this a little more for you. :)
Thinking of you and sending lots of love positive vibes to you!!
SueCQ
I am so sorry Shannon. You and DH are in my prayers. I know you will still be a mom too and am sorry it is not the way you want or dreamed. I am always here for you!
Lioness816
Shanon, I just don't understand why we have been given this kind of burden. It just isn't right...it isn't fair. As you said in my journal...I too am made at the infertility Gods! You say they are going to mention donor eggs...& I know the sperm situation...what about donor embryos? Probably cheaper & then you could carry a baby....I don't know just something to think about. I am here if you need to scream at the infertility Gods...we can scream together!!! xoxoxox
dulcylee
I really am so sorry. I wish you weren't going through this, it's not fair. I agree, what about possibly embryo adoption? Big hugs to you.
Jen2279
I am so sorry Shannon. I am praying for you and DH. I know this just isnt fair. You deserve to be a mom. Dont lose hope honey. Big hugs!
skelleher729
I am so sorry! It is just not fair...IF isnt fair. Take the time you need to heal! I am here for you! Crying for you and praying for you!
CyndiL
I'm really sorry this is happening to you. None of this is fair. You WILL be a mom, and a great one at that. Hang in there.
AshleyPenelope
I'm so sorry this has happened to you. Take as much time as you need to grieve. You are in my thoughts and prayers. Hugs!!!
HopefullySomeDay
I am so sorry. It's not fair you are young. Con't they change your protocall. Good Luck.
JeannieW
I can't even imagine how you feel right now.I am sure it is a huge blow to the face when someone tells you that you probably won't get pregnant with your own baby.It is hard to accept and you are so strong and willing to take this trial and turn it around.Your baby will find you!Baby on it's way for you.That is what helps me......... to know that there will be a sibling for my little squirt no matter what...it is just WHEN...(I wanted it 2 years ago) is it coming and how much is it going to cost me! IT is an emotional roller coaster...isn't it? I am thinking about you:)
shelleybee
I mean....we are for sure adopting now!
shelleybee
Oh Shannon, I just don't know what to say to take your pain away. It just isn't fair that you should be going through this at your age. Try to remember that we are here for you no matter what, you will always be welcome here.
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