Journal Entry for January 18, 2008
January 18, 2008 3:19am
wow been so long since I was able to write. I been having pc problems. Miss everyone here.
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I am a 47 yr old female. I have a beautiful daughter and the light of my life is my only grandchild she gives me reason to live and is the light of my life. I love music, singing, gardening, bowling at least I use too.
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Journal Entry for December 15, 2007
December 15, 2007 5:53am
I felt sleepy at 2:30 but now I am wide awake. Just watching the tv as usual.
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Journal Entry for December 14, 2007
December 14, 2007 7:25pm
Its Friday night just got payed but nothing to do.
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Journal Entry for December 12, 2007
December 12, 2007 12:13am
The Dr called said stop the Lithum till I come into see him. He is not sure what to put me on. I sure dont want to have anymore reactions. My eyes …
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Journal Entry for December 10, 2007
December 10, 2007 6:16pm
Well today I had the grand-daughter here still she is now 4yrs old. I have so much fun with he. There is no time to think about my problems. It is …
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I would love to talk with you.I spent the first part of my adult life very sick with bipolor disorder.20 years ago I staeted taking prozac,but know I drink way too much.I think much of that has to do with lonelynes. Your new friend Monty.
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Been a while. (((HUGS))) sent your way! Mary
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Today Is Bestfriend Day. Send This To All Ur Friends, And Me If I Am 1. If U Get 7 Back U R Loved 1-3 u r a bad friend 4-6 u r a ok friend 7-9 u r a good friend 10-& ^ u r a great friend Dear Friend, When u feel like crying....call me. ! . ! . ! I dont promise that I will make u laugh, but I can cry with u. If one day u want to run away dont be afraid to call me. I dont promise to ask u to stop...... but I can run with u. If one day u dont want to listen to anyone.....call me. I promise to be there for u but also promise to remain quiet. But one day if u call...... and there is no answer..... come fast to see me. Perhaps I need you. ____0000000000______0000000000_____ __000________000__000________000___ _000___________0000___________000__ 000_____________00_____________000_ 000____________________________000_ 000___________THANKS__________000_ _000____________FOR___________000__ __000__________BEING_________000___ ___000__________MY_________000____ _____000______FRIEND______000______ _______000______________000________ _________000__________000__________ ____________000____000_____________ ______________000000_______________ ________________00_________________ ________________ 0 _________________ WHATS SHREK W/OUT DONKEY? WHATS Minnie W/0UT MiCKEY ? WHATS PIGGLET W/0Ut P0OH ? WHATS PATRiCk W/0Ut SP0NGE BOB ? WHATS MEE W/0UT U . . . SEND THIS TO ALL tHE PPL U LUV 0R FRiENDS U NEVER WANNA LOSE. If you get this back, you are loved -- BiGTiME.
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Close Bipolar Disorder
I have suffered with depression anxiety and chronic pain for many years. I am currently on Lamictal,Lorazepam, and xanax.Also pain meds for my back and hip. I will be starting on lithium soon? I wonder if anyone has been on this and had good results?
Treatments
- Ativan Working / Worked
- working well for me helps with my anxiety
- Lamictal Working / Worked
- I been on lamictal about 4 months it seems to be helping with my extreme lows.
- Lithium Considering
- I should be starting it soon as my rash goes away which was caused from an allergy to ensam a MAOI.
- Wellbutrin Not Working
- took this yrs ago it made things worse for me I was more manic and smoked twice as much.
Close Depression
Type: Clinical (Major) Depression47y4 old female suffering from depression for 20 yrs. looking for support from others who care or know how it feels to be depressed.
Treatments
- Cymbalta Not Working
- I was allergic to it my face swelled up bad
- Effexor Not Working
- no results from it
- Paxil Not Working
- made me feel worse felt like I was losing my mind
- Prozac Not Working
- made me feel suicidal
- Trazodone Somewhat Helpful
- helped me sleep well but not my depression
- Writing Too Soon to Tell
- just started it
- Zoloft Not Working
- for me this was the worse medication I ever took felt suicidal
- Lithium Considering
- should be starting it soon hope it works
Open Back Pain
Back Pain is that my middle name It hurts all the time. I hadmy tailbone removed when I was 28, now here I am 47 and I have severe back pain My L4, L5, S1 I get epidural shots about every 3 months and take morphine muscle relaxers to help with pain.
Treatments
- Carisoprodol Somewhat Helpful
- helps relax muscles and pain
- Chiropractic Adjustment Working / Worked
- It helped in the first yr but not since then.
- Cortisone (Injection) Somewhat Helpful
- helps but have to go back
- Epidural Injection Somewhat Helpful
- helps alot but only for 1-3 months
- Heat Working / Worked
- helps ohhh yes
- Hydrocodone Not Working
- did not help me with pain
- Morphine Working / Worked
- I take it 3 times a day helps keep the pain down so I can bear it.
- Physical Therapy Not Working
- did not work made my back worse
- TENS Not Working
- it did nothing for me
- Hydromorphone Working / Worked
- will be starting it next week
Open Chronic Fatigue Syndrome
I am a 47yr old female with a history of depression, anxiety. chronic pain, and chronic fatigue. I wish I was normal.
Treatments
- Cymbalta Not Working
- I had a sever reaction to it swelling in face lips no fun.
- DHEA Considering
- what is it no clue
- Klonopin Working / Worked
- It work when I was on it not sure why he took me off.
- Lexapro Not Working
- didn't help
- Pain Management Clinic Working / Worked
- yes helps alot
- Paxil Not Working
- Nope made me manic. Nervous, angry not a good mix for me one of the worse meds I ever took.
- Reflexology Considering
- sounds intersting never tierd it but I will try about anything.
- Reiki Working / Worked
- Yes it helped in the past.
- Zoloft Not Working
- The worst antidepessant I ever took. It made me suicidal never again. ut that was just me.
Open Chronic Pain
I have had chronic pain for over 20 yrs it started with a fall in which I fractured my tailbone. I eventually had surgery and it got better. I still can't sleep on a hard chair tho. Then later I started having leg pain which was caused from a bad back. I have degenarative disc diease. I am on meds and epidurals. I need surgery but putting it off till I just can't take it anymore.
Treatments
- Cymbalta Not Working
- didnt help at all
- Heat Working / Worked
- yes it helps
- Lidoderm Working / Worked
- yes they help alot but so expensive.
- Morphine Working / Worked
- works well but take it 3 times a day and it makes me sleep too much sometimes
- Neurontin Somewhat Helpful
- helped but caused stomach problems
- Oxycodone Not Working
- didnt help for me at all
- Physical Therapy Not Working
- made it worse
- TENS Not Working
- didnt help at all
- Epidural Injection Working / Worked
- helps for short periods of time but better than not at all
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