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Appt Tomorrow Mood

Sunday, July 20, 2008

I have my doctor's appt tomorrow to see where my follicles are at and how many actually matured. It will be CD 13 for me, which is odd because normally I trigger on CD 12 and have IUI on CD 14. I know I haven't ovulated yet and I am just now getting the cramps that I normally get about 2-3 days before I ovulate. I don't know.... I am not excited, nervous, or anything about the appt. I feel like I am just here. Which isn't a bad thing. I am usually freaking out at this point and this month, Im not. Maybe I just don't have the energy. This month/cycle has been particularly hard with all the issues with the clomid. I finally feel better, finally... I don't feel confident about this cycle but I don't feel not confident either. Maybe after the appt tomorrow, I will feel differently. My one worry is, on CD, I think it was 7, I had six follicles between 8-10mm. My doctor wasn't sure about the 8s maturing enough, but was very confident about the 10s. I had three of each. If they all matured, it will take a lot of convincing on my part to get her to do the IUI. She doesn't like to do them if there are more than 3-4 mature eggs. I had five once, four were definitely mature and one ify one and she didn't want to do it.... she did and I got pregnant (with one) but if six make it, I don't know that I can talk her into it. I guess I will wait and see. It is just something in the back of my mind. Anyway, I will keep you updated on the appt. I am hoping that it goes well and that this is month for me. If not, I will be taking at least one to two cycles off, lose some weight and relax a bit. I really don't want to do that so... here's hoping and praying its my time.

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Lots of baby dust to you! Maybe your different attitude this week is a good sign that this is the month!

sadbelly
I hope your Dr will let you make the judgement call. Best wishes and I am thinking about you. GOod luck tomorrow!!

babydream
I will be thinking about you tomorrow hoping all is well and that this is your cycle. BIG HUGS, GOOD LUCK

4EVERinLOVE
I'll be thinking of you tomorrow and will keep you in my prayers! Good luck!

Mel9999
Good luck at your appointment tomorrow. I will be thinking about you and praying it all goes well.

ChristineMarie77
Everything is going to be fine. Your doctor can not refuse after all you have gone through. Hang in there. Sending lots of baby dust your way.

duane
I hope this is your lucky month!!! Thinking of you and wishing you the very best!

Deann3
I will be thinking and praying for a great visit, and that all is a go for the IUI. Good luck this month!!!

lyssie2
Thinking of you and sending baby dust your way!

ErinSue
Hope all goes well!! MY heary is with you

melliethebee
good luck, i hope this is the month that works for you! if not, do you have the option of harvesting the eggs, fertilizing them, and then implanting them? i wonder if the eggs already being fertilized may jumpsart things for you?? lets hope we dont even need to tho, and that it will work this month! good luck!!

pattijo
Good luck!

Jen2279
Fingers crossed for you this cycle. I am so glad you are feeling better after the craziness with the clomid. I'll be thinking of you!

djifoof
good luck i hope it goes good for you i will keep my finger crossed.HUGS!!!!

stilltryn
Good luck Hun!! I'm praying for you! I hope that lots of follicles have developed and that your Doctor does the IUI. Take care and hang in there.

want2bamummy
Sometimes I think it's better to be complacent about it.. That's where I am right now. Hope your appt goes well. Hope this is your month hun... baby dust!!!

ChevHD01
I really hope the appoitment will give you some answers! it's alright how you feel. and ho G you've thro so! much!
BABY WIND OF DUST your way.

ElizVin
The indifference is probably just a way to insulate yourself after all the hurt and stress. I hope there are "4" juicy follicles and the IUI goes off w/o a hitch. I will be praying this is your time. Best of luck!

auntieweewee
Good luck! Keep us posted!

laraM
Good luck with everything. You and your RE have such a good relationship that I'm sure you can convince her to do the IUI!

PrioleauLuv
Good luck. I hope you can talk her into it. My thoughts are with you. You deserve it.

LexaAZ
Hope your app went well today. Hope to hear from you soon. Hugs Monica.

sweetangel
I hope this is your lucky month!

April1963
I hope and pray for you that this is your month! Good luck!!

HopefullySomeDay
i really hope it works. hey if there's 6 we have a better chance at triplets! lol. i love you.

MEGNEEDSABABY