ladymfar's Journal

I can't wait to go on vaca!! Even if it's only for a few days! I want to take a break from everything!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

We brought our Hope's ashes home and buried them. I bought a nice plaque and we placed it near her grave. My husband was so upset when he came in with her little urn. He didn't think I would want to bury her, because we want to sell the house eventually. But, I said this was her home, she should be here. If we do move we can take the plaque with us. It was a sad day, we do miss her so.

My son broke up with his girlfriend after 2 years. Let's just say he made the right decision after she made a poor decision.... He was pretty upset but I think he's pretty much over it now. He is taking some girl to her senior prom, it would have been his senior prom if he hadn't graduated early. So he is pretty excited to see all of his friends. He is still in PA at school but he will be home for Memorial Day weekend, that's when the prom is being held. Jake also just bought his first street bike, he is really excited about that! It is supposed to be dropped off at our house anytime now. He is hoping to be able to ride with us over the weekend he comes home. I should be scared but, he has been riding dirt bikes, etc... for years and he'll be learning from his Dad. I am happy to have him ride with us. It will be fun!

Ashley is doing ok, she is still in denial we believe. She is going about her business as usual we are worried about her. But it is getting frustrating because her behavior has become really strange. She is doing things that are out of character for her. Things that are not very nice to we, her family. It is hard to get mad, without feeling guilty because your worried about her. I wish she would take better care of herself, get treatment, follow doctors orders, spend more time with family and friends. I think she will crash and it will be a hard fall. She needs our prayers. But it is hard for us to know what's going on when she won't share. We love her so much. I told her on the day I lost Hope that I could barely handle losing my puppy, how could I ever handle losing my little girl. That she needs to do something to take care of herself, choose a course of action. She blew me off with a smile and a swish of her hair, well her wig....

Linda-Rose is great she is rolling all over the place acting crazy! I can't wait until summer to take her to the beach and watch her play in the sand. We bought her a pail and a shovel. She plays with it and plays, She loves it!! I think she will be so much fun this summer. We have a contest going on, the whole family, on whose name she will say first. So, I whisper my name to her over and over! We laugh and laugh, she thinks it's hilarious! Of course she hasn't said it yet, but she laughs alot!!

My puppy, Scout is great she is really great with the pottie training. Her only mistakes have been in front of the door when I haven't gotten to her fast enough when she wants to go out. She is really great! Hunter gets along great with her. I have new pics of the two of them together. I will put them up soon! 

David and I are preparing for our escape watch the open roads, we might just be there! Love, M