JessicaP's Journal

I'm feeling pretty crappy right now. Ben is going home tomorrow. We were supposed to hang out today, but he didn't want to because Lala dumped him last night. I kinda saw it coming, but I still feel bad for him. I wish he would talk about it with me, but he won't.

You know what? I'm done with it, I'm tired of always being the one to try and be nice to him and he just continues to act like an ass to me. I'm his friend, yes, but I can't let myself care too much about him, otherwise I'll lose my mind. 

I'm just... done with it.