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Punkee
is feeling Good
[[Heres to the nights we felt alive;;Heres to the tears you knew you'd cry. Heres a toast, to all those who hear me all too well]]
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About Me
im 16 and a sophomore in high school. Im cyber schooled and love it a lot more than a regular high school. I am still with my high school concert band and play the saxophone. I also play the piano, flute, trumpet, and a really bad impression of the guitar. I love a lot of sports including field hockey. Field hockey is my favorite. I used to play as the goalie and loved it. Anything else you wanna know..ask.
Interests
sports. music. college. getting to know people. helping people. compassion. love. compassion. romance. compassion..did i mention compassion? i want to be loved. i want to be held. and i want someone to look into my eyes and tell me they love me.
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Friday
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Punkee commented on TheScream’s journal entry Paperclip 12:44pm
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Wednesday
October 2
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hi =] so, i was reading one of your posts. and you said about piranch.com. and i checked it out. and…
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Punkee changed their mood to Good 8:19pm
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Punkee joined the Weight Loss For Teens support group 8:02pm
I'e been overweight 95% of my life. I'm 16 and a full 100 pounds overweight. I'm beginning to lose…
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Hugbook
I’m With You
I hope you have a great weekend and hope that someday soon we can catch up!! MISS YOU!!
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Hello, No joining... Go to http://www.piranch.com/Purchase.html The program is cheap, motivational, and great! Blessings
Flower
You cannot put yourself down cuz "God doesn't make junk"!! You are a special person. I FINALLY learned that and I am OLD!!! (65) A friend told me to look in a mirror and tell myself "I love you". It took me a long time, but after a lot of cringing and crying I FINALLY did it! I related fat to ugliness and I am NOT ugly. I am a caring, bright (3.8 grade point average in college, and I went when I was 50, 30+ years after high school!), talented (I write poetry and have won prizes for my needlepoint and crocheting), strong (I raised 4 kids on my own!)and loved by many friends and family. SO...take a deep breath and say over and over "God doesn't make junk" and soon you will believe it! I have grandchildren older than you, so let me tell you what I tell them: I LOVE YOU LOTS!!!
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U are soooo welcome! lemme know how ure feelin and how its workin for ya.
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Take one day at a time.
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Support Groups
Close Depression - Teen
i became depressed after reporting abuse from a family friend to the police...i also have times where i feel lonely, depressed, and un-worthy/inferior to everything.
Treatments
- Music Somewhat Helpful
- music definatly helps..but i've noticed when im depressed..i LIKE to listen to depressing songs..and sometimes its makes me feel better..others, not.
- Pets Working / Worked
- i have three dogs...that has to keep me going for awhile..theyre so cute =]
- Writing Somewhat Helpful
- writing helps..but sometimes it seems to just be an excuse to vent.
Close Sexual Abuse
manipulation that could and probably would have been turned into something more...the police said it "technically" wasnt sexual abuse. i beg to differ.
Treatments
- Talking Working / Worked
- talking really does seem to help..im more comfortable talking about it now than i was before.
Open Self-Injury
im 16 and i used to be a former cutter. USED to be. i slipped a few times. it seems to be getting worse. and im trying to keep it under control. i've also burnt with lighters.
Treatments
- Psychotherapy Somewhat Helpful
- Currently in counseling. it helps. it feels good to be able to tell someone about this stuff who isnt going to judge me.
- Red Marker Considering
- iew..ink poisoning..
- Rubber Bands Working / Worked
- definatly working =]
- Squeezing Ice Considering
- Talking Working / Worked
- talking to my friends, especially those on DS help me a lot.
Open Panic Attacks
i've had a few anxiety attacks..theyre far from fun. i've passed out once, but i can usually control my breathing after awhile. sometimes i need a bit of help from another person though.
Treatments
- Psychotherapy Too Soon to Tell
- i've been told how to handle anxiety attacks. i havent had once yet since the suggestions..so we'll see how it works out.
Open Diets & Weight Maintenance
i've been overweight since...well since forever. im still struggling but i think in the end the only thing thats going to work is old fashion diet and exercise.
Treatments
- Physical Exercise Too Soon to Tell
- i was with a gym but then didnt have a ride there anymore. we now have a treadmill and a home gym that i will be using. hoping it will work.
- Slim-Fast Not Working
- tried it when i was younger. didnt work.
- South Beach Diet Considering
- i've heard many goooood things about the SBD. i might be willing to give it a shot.
- Weight Watchers Not Working
- tried it for about 9 months or so..i lost a bit, but i got discouraged when i gained a few pounds and i stopped WW. ever since, i've gained back what little i lost (only like 5-6 pounds) and then some.
Open Pet Bereavement
i had a dog that i've had since i was born..he was my best friend. I loved him soo much. We had him put down a little over a year and a half ago...and it still hurts more than anything. i miss him..he was 15 when we had him put down. very old. but it still hurts so much.
Open Migraine Headaches
i get migrains and occasionally optical migrains. i get headaches more frequently than migrains. i really hate them and sometimes the migrains are enough to keep me in bed for a full 24 hours.
Treatments
- Caffeine Somewhat Helpful
- i think some of the headaches are caused by my ups and downs with caffeine. i'll drink caffeine a lot and then not at all sometimes. after not, going back to it keeps headaches away.
- Excedrin Working / Worked
- i use excedrin when tylenol and IBprofen dont work.
- Tylenol Working / Worked
- tylenol and IBprofen usually work.
Open Depression
Type: Clinical (Major) Depressioni became depressed after reporting abuse from a family friend to the police...i also have times where i feel lonely, depressed, and un-worthy/inferior to everything.
Treatments
- Psychotherapy Working / Worked
- im in counselling and it does help..it seems to help talking about everything.
- Writing Somewhat Helpful
- writing helps..but sometimes it seems to just be an excuse to vent.
Open Home Schooling
im a sophomore in high school. i dropped out of my local high school nov. 2007. im now being cyber schooled. i LOVE it.
Open Vegetarians & Vegans
Type: Lacto-ovo vegetarianism (No meat)im considered a lacto-ovo vegetarian. milk and eggs are NOT meat. i dont like eating eggs...but i do occasionally. milk is OK... but im kinda picky about that too. i call myself a full vegetarian, even if the books say im not. i've had people purposly chew meat in front of my face just to be rude about it. honestly, i wanted to punch them. i dont mind if others arent vegetarians/vegans and eat meat, however, rubbing it in that they eat meat is just un-called for.
Open Anger Management
i thought i may be bipolar...or just have anger management issues. i get soo mad at some of the dumbest things to the point where i wanna hit something or throw something...idk. i've never been tested for bipolar or anything anger wise. my dad has/had a lot of anger issues so it might be heriditary.who knows.
Treatments
- Music Somewhat Helpful
- this helps sometimes..other times it just doesnt cut it.
Open Obsessive Compulsive Disorder (OCD)
I wash my hands WAY too much. im like a germaphobe or something. I also have issues with doors and their locks... if i lock a door, i have to twist the knob 4-8 times to make SURE its locked, then re-twist the lock and do it again. I cant touch things an odd amount of times. i either have to touch it 2, 4, 6, or 8 times. 4 and 8 preferance. and it has to be with BOTH hands, an even amount. Im just weird.
Open Weight Loss For Teens
I'e been overweight 95% of my life. I'm 16 and a full 100 pounds overweight. I'm beginning to lose hope =/
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