alexa21’s Profile
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About Me
I feel helpless in alot of ways. I am fighting every day and eat to live but I still feel like food is still in my mind constantly and I don't know how to fight against it sometimes. the absolute biggest part of my life however is my relationship with God.
Interests
My family, daughter and Husband. I also enjoy scrapbooking.
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How are you and the baby? love you, Karin
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here's a big HUG! how's things? hope you're doing ok :)
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JUst wanted you to know I have been thinking of you. Hope you are doing well, I will catch up soon. take care.
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im thinking of you and loving you from afar my precious girl... how are you and bump and little lady?
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yeah I've been doing pretty well actually. I just had a weekend away which was good - its nice to get a change of scenery now and then :) how have you been??
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Support Groups
Close Eating Disorders
Type: AnorexiaI developed an eating disorder At 9-11 it later developed into a serious state of anorexia. Eventually i had to make my way into a couple different treatment centers and felt unbelievably huge and just wanted to lose more weight. A few years later i had a daughter my little miracle and still to this day suffer from not eating a normal way of life. Am very ashamed
Treatments
- Dietitian Consult Not Working
- I felt like i had to obsess more about the food that i ate and just hated it.
- Group Therapy Somewhat Helpful
- It seemed to help a little to let things go in a safe setting
- Psychotherapy Not Working
- I have not found a therapist outside of intensive care that really helps.
- Remuda Ranch Considering
- It was a safe environment but when i went i wasn't ready to go.
- Support from Friends & Family Considering
- I don't really have friends . I stay at home raise my daughter and basically isolate.
- Zoloft Working / Worked
- It seemed to help obsession not be so strong. I now am feeling like it doen't work anymore. I have been on it for about 8-9 years.
Close Parenting Toddlers (1-3)
I have an two year old and we are struggling to keep her gaining weight.
Treatments
- Patience Working / Worked
- I just have to be patient with her and give her more time to eat. And to not take it personally if she refuses to eat. I also act as if it doesn't bother me if she doesn't eat. YES this is working
- Positive Reinforcement Working / Worked
Open Sexual Abuse
I was molested when i was four by my friends dad. I still have flashbacks to this day. when i was 17 i never had sexual relations with anyone. My two ex's who were supposed to still be my friends sexually abused me something was put into a drink of mine. We were supposed to go to a party but ended up at some vacant house.
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