Looking back, while moving forward?
August 23, 2008 4:53pm
I wrote in my last entry that I would not be back here, today I am glad I still have this place(space?) available to look back on where I was and …
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Heartsick
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About Me
42y/o African American female. Two adult children and three grandchild. Until recently full-time study currently in limbo and working part time. Enjoy weight lifting, and outdoor activities. Passionate about living authentically with regards to who I am. My philosophy is have the courage to discover who you truly are are, and then live life to the fullest.
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Journal
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Journal Entry for February 2, 2008
February 2, 2008 11:12pm
Well,
It seems fitting that this should be the month to officially end this journal since I began writing one year ago. This has been a …
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Journal Entry for October 11, 2007
October 11, 2007 8:37am
Today I am awake early thinking about life in general and friends and family specifically. I am a different person than I was when I first …
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Hugbook
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Thank you for confirming what I knew in my heart.
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love your philosophy!
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thank you for the help hope to add you to my freinds list debbi
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Thank you for your response, today is turning out to be a great day
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Hi. I just wanted to give you a big hug. I hope you are doing okay. StacyDianna
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Support Groups
Close Coming Out
I'm 42 y/o lesbian. I used to go to school but I'm in limbo right now. I am not completely out but I'm working toward that. I am looking to build some friendships with more experienced lesbians who are willing to help me to learn about the lesbian community. I will admit I'm just looking for a friendship for now but who knows what the future my bring.
Treatments
- Prozac Considering
- I haven't begun taking these pills yet. I have just heard so much negative feedback, I guess I'm not ready. My pride is involved too; I want to recover without meds.
Close Abstinence & Celibacy
Well, I'm definately not in HS. I am 42 y/o and I have been abstinate now for about... two years maybe even longer. I was divorced just last year but my ex and I had stopped being intimate long before the divorce. I have only had six sexual relationships in my life, for me it's all about the emotions. If I don't "feel something" I just can't have sex. I mean I can flirt and goof off but being physical with someone is soooo intimate. Like, kissing...thats pretty special I think.
Treatments
- Willpower Working / Worked
- I just don't let myself think about it. If I get aroused I just listen to my music really loud and keep repeating, "don't think about it...don't think about it."
Open Homelessness
This is not about my story. THis is a place to write for the voices of the homeless that I have and will meet.
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