bellyvoid's Journal

I'm going through a lot lately. My digestive disturbances revolve around my menstrual cycle. It seems to be getting worse month after month. I'm still diligently working on my health, nutrition, spirituality, etc. I'm in the middle of a GI cleanse. I've had the metal removed from my mouth. I've gotten back to step work (slowly). I've decided to leave my boyfriend (for the good of both of us). I need to find a new job and an apartment. I'm going w/ my sister to scatter my step father's ashes next week (sexually abused me). Lots of emotions/memories are surfacing. I'm praying for the courage to face them. I want to face them. Obsessing about crush on doc (not so much the crush, but the analyzing of it). Considering fessing up to let go of this, and hopefully get a different perspective. All this has not sunk in yet. I'm planning to get four days to myself to hopefully regroup (soon). Also, praying for financial security. This will all pass.