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Tuesday, April 8, 2008

Well,Sweetheart it has been almost a year sence you left us.It does not seem possible.As May 5th gets closer we are all sinking back to that terrible day.At that time we were all in shock at your sudden loss ad we did not ask a lot of quistions.Now these qustions just keep comeing.Your Mom said {how do we know that it was Shawn that we buried?They told us that you and David were burned to bad to have a veiwing at your service.They would not let any of us see you.I called the furenal home yeaterday and ask this quistion.They told me that David had ID on him but you did not.Mel found your billfold in the car.What is so hard to understand is way did the billfolds not burn.The night that the accident happened the coraner called and ask if you had just gotten a hair cut and did you have a goatee.You had just gotten a hair cut and yes you had a goatee.What I can not understand is if you burned that bad how could they tell that you had just gotten a hair cut?I ask this quistion yesterday and they told me that it was just your face that had burned.I do not understand,the thought of your beuitiful face burned is driveing me mad.I have to make myself stop this.I just miss you so very much.I love you my Shawney boy

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I am sorry that you have a rough time. Yes we have so many questions without answers, it is so hard. My heart aches for you. I hope that I can take away your pain. please take care. I am here with you always. love you and hugs Robyn

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