Well Shawn it has been a few days sence I have written,I have not been feeling real good.I think that it is just depression.I have to fight it everyday or I will sink so deep into this sad place.We made it past your birthday. It felt like a very bad dream.Jessica had left flowers and a card at your grave.I did not read the card but your mom told me that Jessica said that she has started counseling.Jessica wrote in the card that she wishes that she had been in the car with you that night because she can not deal with you being gone.I knew that she was your best friend,but she told Mel that you and she were going to start dateing agin.I remember the time you were in the 9th grade and had gotten to hot at football.We had to take you to the hospital but you said that you was not going to the hospital unless Jessica went with you.We had to go to her house and she told you that you were going to the hospital, she went with us.You had all most had a heat stroke,The doctor told you to drink more water,Jessica followed you around every where with water for you and made you drink it.I love you my Shawney boy.
My prayers are with you & your family. Love, pat
tomtom