Venting: FUCK
Maybe I should mark this as Rambling instead.I just spent a while laughing and talking to some DS friends, when I began …
I have been going through a terrible breakup, a text book codependent's dream relationship, a drug addict alchohalic trying to sober up, distant, deceptive, I thought he was my soul mate he fed into my addiction to love so well.
Well, he dumped me, and it took me 6 weeks to be able to stand up straight with pride, and he's been popping back up into my life and everytime he deos i collapse in on myself, my addictions run my life and it takes me days to get back on track, i miss classes when this happens, i basically can't get out of bed i am so upset.
and then today he gave me a big slap in the face.
I've decided I am going to get my belongings back from him (that he convinced me to let him borrow even though we broke up and he wants ntohing to do with me, he told me wanted to keep my laptop cause he could talk to me, and he doesn't talk to me at all, he talks to other girls instead.)
I've decided since I want my computer back, I'm going to get it.
I want to sever all ties because his presence is completely distructive to me
Maybe I should mark this as Rambling instead.I just spent a while laughing and talking to some DS friends, when I began …
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