update on my marriage
July 23, 2008 2:35am
hey all, well here is the latest update on my marriage ben has made a HUUUUUGGGEEE change he has stopped playing world of warcrap, divorced …
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About Me
heyyo all!! my name is rachael i am 21 years old, i live in australia, im married and i have a baby i married my primary school sweetheart and first love ben but he does emotionally abuse me and basically acts like a chid he is addicted 2 the computer game world or warcraft which i thin is nothing but a HOMEWRECKER!!!! and we have a beautiful baby boy named lucas he is my angel, my life, and the only thing stopping me from taking my life, i have dealt with rape i was raped at 13 by someone 2 this day i still dont no who it is and i have put up with my abusive, overprotective, overpossieve step father yet i still get flashbacks and nightmares of wot he put me through, i have also put up with infidelity and yes i do have and anger problem... if you need a chat i am here i give good advice and i will listen feel free 2 add my msn rachy_licous@hotmail.com
Interests
christina aguilera is a big inspiration 2 me she also had an abusive childhood and look at her now the perfect husband and a gourgous baby not 2 mention she is gourgous and proberley the strongest and most powerfull woman i have ever met, i also love music, it makes me happy, it makes me cry, it makes me sing, it makes me dance, i love doing art and craft, i also love being with my baby boy lucas and my husband when we rn't fighting or wen he is on THAT GAME
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Recent Activity
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zbabyrachyz wrote a discussion post in the Self-Injury support group: friends of pancakexxx, plz read 11:50pm
hey guys, im wondering if any of you have heard anything from pancakexxx??? shes disappeared from DS…
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zbabyrachyz commented on Takenothingback’s journal entry I need a little advice.. 10:32am
do wot u feel is best honey, at a time like you are going through now u need someone who will take your…
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zbabyrachyz replied to Angel32’s discussion post Speaking of abusive e-mails...... in the Physical & Emotional Abuse support group 12:08am
DONT GO STAY WITH HIM!!!!!!!! HE IS PULLING A SYMPATHY ACT SO YOU WILL FEEL SORRY 4 HIM SO YOU WILL GO…
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zbabyrachyz wrote a discussion post in the Physical & Emotional Abuse support group: wheres pancakexxx??? 12:04am
hey all just wondering wots happening 2 pancakexxx shes 14years old from london, im trying 2 go 2 her…
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zbabyrachyz updated their status 2:37am
i a feeling quite happy…
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Journal Entry for July 4, 2008
July 4, 2008 3:37am
heyyo all, i am so bored my house is so cold and lucas getting his first tooth! me and ben r taking him 2 adelaide on wednesday coming back saturday …
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to my baby boy
July 2, 2008 2:47am
Come To Mei will always love you no matter whatno matter where you go or what you doand knowing you you're gonna have to do things your own …
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Fairytales Are Lies!!!
July 2, 2008 1:28am
ok so i just watched cinderella, out of pure boredom and i wud just like 2 say FAIRYTALES R LIES there is no such thing as "happily ever …
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WoW is taking ova my marriage
June 27, 2008 11:00am
hey all, wow 2day was boring was gonna go c mum but i couldnt b stuffed lol ben is at work again its just me alone agin 4 the 3rd nite in a row i do …
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I'm worried about pancakexxx, if you hear from her or anyone else who knows anything, please let me know. Hugs to you and hope you are doing good.
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A Support Group For Survivors of Abuse & Depression etc please feel free to take a look around http://dailystrength.org/groups/ta...
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hope your holdin up ok
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Thank you. I am so blessed to have two little boys....I love that bond, each will be different and uniqe and have a special bond with mommy...
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thanks for the picturesque comment even though you spelled my name wrong. It gave me a good laugh though :D -kardy [not kady]
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Support Groups
Close Infidelity
have experienced infidelity i kno how bad it hurts im here 4 moral support
Close Depression
Type: Seasonal Affective Disorderive had depression pretty much most of my life
Treatments
- Meditation Not Working
- trying
- Positive Thinking Not Working
- trying
Open Sexual Abuse
i have been sexually abused in my younger years by my step father
Open Physical & Emotional Abuse
4 a year i was abused sexually, physically, emotionally and mentally abused by my step father i have tried everything 2 get ova it but it wont work i need help, im now emotionally abused by my husband
Treatments
- Abuse Counseling Not Working
- i have told ppl wot happened and the didnt really help
- Leave Working / Worked
- i ran off but im still getting flashbacks and nightmares im also scared of seeing him out in the street
- Music Working / Worked
- greqt escape
Open Anger Management
after being abducted, raped, abused and hurt ova and ova again i feel so angry not only at myself 4 making so many mistakes but i take it out on my loved 1s
Open Pregnancy
im 20 and pregnant with my first child i have 2 weeks 2 go and IM FREAKING OUT...
Open Healthy Sex
feeling deeply sexually frustrated... but wont have an affair
Treatments
- Patience Not Working
- its been a week we went from sex everynite 2 once a week slowly heading 2 none at all
Open Obsessive Compulsive Disorder (OCD)
i have ocd my house has 2 b clean all the time i need 2 have a shower at 9pm everynight
Open Video Game Addiction
my husband spends 24/7 playing world of warcraft his mate calls up everday and they spend an hour or so talking about it he comes home 2 his game rather then 2 me
Open Post Partum Depression
just had a baby feeling so hurt hubby not helping just making it worse
Treatments
- Music Working / Worked
- music solves everything in my life i sit in the bath listen 2 my music and just breakdown
Open Parenting Newborns & Infants (0-1)
have a newborn son not really coping need help
Treatments
- Breast Feeding Working / Worked
- only does it 4 a while
- Patience Working / Worked
- im losing my patience
- Research Working / Worked
- im learning
Open Personality Disorders
personality is messed up
Open Self-Injury
used 2 cut now wanting 2 do it again
Treatments
- Rubber Bands Working / Worked
- kinda worked 4 a little while
Open Family Issues
not coping being a mother and a wife
Open Single Parenting
not a single parent but husband isnt helping me so im going 2 live like a single parent
Open Shyness
used 2 b very very very shy and i still am
Treatments
- DailyStrength Working / Worked
- like 2 let the feelings out
Open Anxiety
suffered anxiety all my life
Open Stress Management
one seroiusly stressed out female
Treatments
- Anger Management Working / Worked
- joined that group
- Music Working / Worked
- music always helps
Open Bipolar Disorder
im feeling great 1 mintue then next im breaking down
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