is feeling Horrible
is beginning to feel down again :(
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September 30, 2008 4:08pm
This is only an estamate because i havent been on in so long but it has been about 3 months i think if not more im so made up. The thing i want to …
August 29, 2008 8:47am
Well my Grandma did pass away on the 15th of august it was the funeral friday. I am so upset but at the same timei want to move on i want to get my …
August 8, 2008 8:05pm
Well my mums just come back from the hospital its nearly 1 in the morning and she said the doctors said my grandmas got hours left at 8 oclock so …
keep up the good work!
Hugs! Just wondered how you are hun? Take care of you!
Hey how are you doing? Things are eh with me. I wrote details in my journal. I hope you start feeling better. I am here for you.
Hey hun, how are you? huge hugs for you! Love Sarah
im pretty good :) lol whats been up? xxxxxx
Well i havent actually told anybody apart from my boyfriend that i WAS with for 2 years but he didnt exactly do anything about it. I havent told my mum or any1 else in my family bcoz i dont really have a close relationship with them and since i left school i dont really see many friends either so i think its getting worse than getting better because i have nobody to talk to. It got really bad a few weeks ago i had to have stitches but i havent done many since then which is a bright side.
i was by my ex iv never told anybody it started off he would do it when i was in a really deep sleep the first was after a night out i passed out in his and i didn't know what had happened till a few months later when i wanted to finish him he threatened to kill himself and leave a note saying it was my fault and then when that didn't work he started to threaten me personally saying he would do things and he used to hit me i was only 15 the first time.
I haven't actually been diagnoised with depression but if been told by a lot of people that they think i have it and i think so too i'm always sad and never see the point to anything anymore.
Im fat and need to lose weight theres nothing else to it.
