I was okay until I came home from …
I was okay until I came home from work....now I am a mess!! Blubbering and feeling sorry for myself!!
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I can't believe that I haven't journaled in soo long! I guess life gets away from you sometimes!
Things are finally starting to settle down around here...work has been just a stressful situation and hopefully it will slow down some. But just as work settles down, home life speeds up! We are supposed to moving to my son-in-laws home (they are building a new home) and it was supposed to be "no rent" but suddenly his wife has a change in plans...long story and very upsetting to me. The whole point was that we were to "own" this place outright and her plans have changed! I don't want to get too worked up about it because it's not really my trip but Nick's and this is something that he has to deal with.
Jacob is doing good with work...now if I can just get him off the computer LOL! Actually, I can't believe how good he's doing with work! I know he likes the paycheck too! He finally got it through his head that he probably won't be graduating in May with his friends...but his old friends have been pretty much nonexistant this summer (Hallalulah!) and he seems to be making new friends from work. I think that's why it's not bothering him anymore. Before he got this job he figured he could just do night school 4 times a week and all core classes to make up his credits and he'd be okay....but now he realizes that just won't work.
I started Chantix last Friday...I don't crave the cigerettes but I have realized that's more of a habit than anything else...starting to work on that. Saturday is my quit date!
That's about all from here...
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Okay, 1st of all forgive me please, because I'm obviously blind as a bat and senile as an old goat! Thought I'd checked to see if you journaled anything, didn't see anything....deeeerrrrrrhhhh! :~O
Of course, now I check and I've missed 3 days!!!! I am so, so, so sorry.
I'm so glad Jacob is doing so well. What a relief it must be to see that he can function, listen to instructions, accomplish his given tasks...maintaining composure in the working world. You know that he can do it, but to actually see him accomplish it...see him choose to be in control of himself and not try to bail like he sometime tries with school...WAY TO GO JACOB!!!!!!!
I know this a Nick's trip, but I completely understand being upset...here you've had plans for months, believing everything had been worked out...in good faith and suddenly BAM! You have been a part of Nick's family for over 12 yrs and she is trying to circumvent and draw you in, trying to get you to agree to something different than discussed and decided. It makes no sense to me how people think they can do something like this...trying to take advantage...it's hurtful what she is doing. I commend you for "holding your tongue" and letting Nick deal with it...not so sure I could be so restrained...lol.
Oooooo! Saturday...Oh, you are a far better woman than I!!! Just thinking about YOU setting a goal date, makes ME feel like....EEEkkkkk!...not have cigs?...AAAaaaaaaahhhhh. Obviously you are ready....obviously, I am not!...lol. I know you can do it! And, I'm so proud you are taking the bull by the horns!!!!
Oodles and Oodles and Oodles!!!!
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