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Thursday, December 27, 2007

My dad passed away. i sat in the hospital with him night and day for over 3 weeks. He got better, woke up and was talking some. We had nursing home care set up near us. I went home for a day or two and when I came back he had pneumonia again and he died that day....did not expect it. I feel i am going to die. Has anyone been through this and does the pain ever get less. Right now I feel raw.

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Yes, Bobbi, I've been through it and things over time do get better. Right now, you are going to feel horrible and confused. I do hope that your Dad was confortable when he passed. So sorry for your loss. I can relate to you. I just lost my Mom in October. ~Connie

Bellaone
Sorry for your loss.

aquamarine68
my mother died in the hospital too. we had to actually pull the plug as her entire body was in septic shock. i know how it feels. i have such a hatred toward hospitals. for me, the pain is the same...i just handle it differently. i have realized that i have changed as a person and now i am mourning that. its not only about the physical loss of my mother. its the milestones of my life that she will miss that throws a wrench at my heart.

for me, i don't see this pain ending. its been three months and i think i'm overall still in shock but we all deal differently. there is no manual to this kind of grief.

i am soo sorry. a big hug to you....

Joyfulgrl