I lost my son Derick on Jan 4, 2007 to a heart attack. He was only 27. Although I am trying to be strong for my two other children but I don't think I am over the shock of his untimely death. I feel angry and very cheated. My younger son suffered a nervous breakdown following his brother's death and spent the following two weeks in the hospital afraid to fall asleep. My daughter appears to be doing well but I am also very concerned about her because she was very close to Derick and was the last person to be with him. We have begun grief counseling as a family but it is to soon to tell how it will go.