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Hope everyone hasn't given up on me completely. Made it through the 18 month mark on 6/25. Today makes 19 months now. About a month ago I noticed my little devil Andy bird didn't seem right took him to the vet and found out he had cancer. I lost him around eight tonight. I had a feeling he would die tonight on the same day of the month he lost his mommy. He spent the day on my shoulder and kept looking over at Mary's chair at the dinner table like he could see her. I knew it was time and tonight he laid down in my lap and let me pet him until he died. At least he went peacefully. I know Mary took him to the other side. Gonna miss him. He saw me through so much over the last 16 years. Wont be the same without him. Hope you all are doing alright. I do think about you all. Just don't have time to write much anymore. Hugs to all.
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Can't believe I haven't made time to write in a whole month. Where does the time go. Just so damned busy lately. There just doesn't seem to be enough hours in the day. I guess thats good in a way but I miss having time for my own thoughts and reflections. I miss having time to spend on the computer writing on DS and keeping up with all of you. I do think about you all every day and how much you have all ment to me in coping with my loss. You haven't been forgotten. I neen to do better about staying in touch. Hope you all are hanging in there and doing better than you were a few days, weeks, or months ago. I know I wouldn't go back to this time last year so I must be doing better. Even though it doesn't hurt like it did there's still a big hole in my life that won't go away. All in due time I guess. Can't believe that in ten days we will be back half way to Christmas. Don't even want to think about that. Enough rambling. Hope things are going ok for all of you. I'd know how each of you are doing if I'd check in more often. Will try to do better. Love you all. Big hugs to all.
Hi all. Haven't written for a while. Jack, Georgia, and I spent Mother's Day weekend at my parents. I was glad we could run up there for a couple of days. Tried to write an entry from my cell phone but it didn't work. So much for my use of technology. Hope you all are doing well. I still don't get notification when any of you write. I just get the community update notifications. Haven't had time to lick on my "friends" picture tabs to bring up each of your pages to see what each of you have written. I'm losing touch with all of you and I don't want that to happen. I know we are all moving on through our lives and there seems to be less and less hours in the day but I don't want to lose touch with the very people who helped pull me through last year. It still hurts but its more like a chronic ache now rather than the horror that I felt then. Hope you are all doing well. I know I haven't been in touch personally lately but I can assure you that you are not forgotten. Big hugs to all of you.
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Hugs back to you. We all drift away and come back. I think we come here when we really need support or just to touch other's lives. I have teh dull pain also but have been healing at the same time. bib BEAR HUG ((((((((((((((((((((((((HUGS))))))))))))))))))))
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I am so sorry. I have birds. They hide when they are sick until its to late. Life seems to be so full of losses. Just write when you are up to it we all understand thats for sure. Hugs!!!
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