"Those" Days Again
September 30, 2008 5:11pm
The last few days I've been down. With the last 2 books I read, I ve been wondering how it was when she died. Did she see and of her …
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Mike1841
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About Me
Organist, Choir Director, Single, Want to be a Spirit Medium.
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Phi Mu Alpha SINFONIA, Music, Movies, Want to be a Spirit Medium!!
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September 30
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Mike1841 wrote a journal entry: "Those" Days Again 5:11pm
The last few days I've been down. With the last 2 books I read, I ve been wondering how it was when…
September 29
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Mike1841 gave SuziQandCats a Prayer 11:54am
I don't think the reality will ever set in.…
March 15
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Mike1841 turned 37 12:00am
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Flashbacks
September 10, 2008 12:04pm
Today is rough. I'm getting strong waves of disbelief that she's gone. It just doen'nt seem real.
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Life Stinks
August 5, 2008 1:41pm
Since my last entry, I've experienced many realities that I'm having difficulty with. I miss the way simple things were when my mother …
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June
June 17, 2008 11:57am
This month is really hard for me. I'm having a lot of flashbacks of the hospital scenes and the extreme emtions. Even the other day …
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Memorial Day Weekend
May 25, 2008 3:08pm
Just came from the cemetery. I think the only way I'll ever feel better is if I'm with my Mother. The emotions flowed as I put …
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I still wake up in the night and think Mom is in the next room. Or I dream she is alive and it is so real. I am thinking about doing some study next year to give me something to focus on and give me purpose. I found a music course online, it is expensive but I would love to do it. Thanks for the prayer back. It was nice to hear from you. Suzi
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Prayer
Sending a prayer for healing and help through your day. It has been six months since Mom died and though I feel she is there in spirit now I still have trouble with feelings of failure. It is so hard to let go of the feeling I have let my best friend down. Even so I know that our Mom's love and are still watching over and protecting us. Blessings Be, Suzi
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Just wanted to catch up and say Hi. I've been flat out at a new job and only get to fall apart in the quiet times now. Hope things are improving for you? Remember in the bad times just one foot in front of the other. Hope you are having a nice summer as our winter is colder than normal. Blessings Be, Suzi
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sorry you are having a hard time right now ((((((HUGS)))))) to you
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Close Bereavement
Type: Loss of a ParentI lost my Mom on June 25th 2006 and still having trouble dealing with it
Treatments
- Crying Somewhat Helpful
- When I cry It takes alot out of me.
- Grief Counseling Working / Worked
- I feel a little better.
- Prayer Working / Worked
- My faith has been really tested and questioned. I'm looking into the Spiritualist Church.
- Psychotherapy Working / Worked
- I feel a little better.
Close Depression
Type: Clinical (Major) DepressionMy Mom died June 25th 2006 and at times I get so depessed, along with so many other emotions that they someimes paralyize me.
Treatments
- Prozac Working / Worked
- No side affects.
- Psychotherapy Working / Worked
- Sometimes helps.
Open Obesity
I have been overweight most of my life and I just don't have the willpower to stick to a diet
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