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Wednesday, March 26, 2008 | A Positive story

I guess what they say about time healing is true. It doesn't make you forget or love the baby you lost any less it just gets better with time. Like I cried less this week than I did the week before and even less than the week before that. So gradually and slowly my heart is starting to mend and I am starting to cope and realize that I have to move forward. I have to start trying to have some hope for the future. I just don't want to have empty arms again i don't think I could possibly handle that. This month I'm tracking my basal temp to see when I ovulate and then next month I will be usiing OPK's and we'll see how that goes. I just know that I'm going to have empty arms on my bday/due day so I'm hoping I dont have an empty belly as well.

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Hey - glad to see you are feeling a bit better about everything. Time really does help heal the broken heart.. I find this to be true myself. But I will say there are times, and I think it will always be like this, that I get really down and very upset, but that's to be expected. If you are gradually having more good days, then you know you're making progress.
xoxo

kapple
Hey sweetie, what you said about healing is true. You will never forget. . .it has been 15 years since my Tyler died and I still miss him so much, but the pain I feel know is not the same as it was then. Just stay positive and never lose hope. .just take it one day at a time. All my love, Lisa

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