stormylife13's Journal

My dad went to my school today to talk to ppl about my iep eval. When i go back to public school i am going to have emotional support. I dont think itll help at all but well so next year....wow...ill be in 9th grade next year.. and ill (may) have friends! lol....i feel much better than i did yesterday...things still suck but thats just life. Im going t try to get as much skewl work done as i can tomorow. I forgot how much i love music. I havnt really listened to it much since my sister moved out. It makes everything so much more peaceful and liveable. I have this person who hates me right?.....shes a little older. She really dosnt like me but i like her...shes an awesome person...i think...her family dosnt like me much but w/e....i thought she was my friend but i guess not....w/e...its stupid...there are a millio ppl i can be friends with...i guess i should just forget it. Anyways on to real life....my brother matt...i miss him so much and i dont even know how hes doing beause he lies about anything i ever talk ot him about... i dont know if its because he dosnt want me to find something out or if he just dosnt ant me to know or what. maybe hes doing worse than i thought. last time i saw him he looked better than h did when he lived with my dad, stepmom, and i. BUt im concerned***....i kinda have a feeling hes doing drugs. i really worry about him but what else can i do to help?? I am going to try to get some odd jobs and give him some money from that and try to hang out with him more....i dont think itll change anything though? idk...help?


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