stormylife13's Journal

Now that I have shit going on that I could write about I really dont want to.

I find it really gay and uninportant.

My step mom went crazy last night because I was really high and it all just went way over...

 hahahahah

Iwas on the phone with her for two hours last night.

I dont even know what we talked about...it felt like a minute.

Things seem to be getting more confussing day by day.

 Part of me loves this feeling but the other part of me hates it because I know in the end that Im just going to be let go.

I hate that I feel like this though because she doesnt need another person on her every day.

Blah...it was really fucken hot out today.

This humidity is horrible.

I failed two of my four tests today.

I have an F in science and history for this nine weeks.

Oh well...it sucks but schools out tomorrow so I cant worry about it to much.

Today again was weird.

I was supposed to babydit but her grandparents took her to the ER because she has another ear infection.

Now I only have like $7 till Tuesday.

I have another 20 but Im saving it.

Anywho...Im really afraid that I am getting sick of being with Chelsea.

I have fun with her and love being with her but when other people are around I just dont feel comfortable for some reason.

 I hate this.

There could be other reasons for me feeling like this but I rather not think about it.

Im having some mixed feelings about her...its strange.

hmh...