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i took a blade from a stanley knife today and scratched my wrist with it
i couldnt sink it deep enough to draw blood even though i tried
then i felt the strangest thing, blood rushing into my arm.
it felt wonderful my veins turned blue and i could see them through my skin
i didnt think it would feel good to do it but it did
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i was abused by my cousin and i copied him and did the same thing to someone very close in my life. im a bad bad person and deserve the shit life i have right now
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u r not a bad person, u might of made a bad choice, but u r not a bad person
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u r not a bad person, u might of made a bad choice, but u r not a bad person
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YOu are not a bad person...I had people do bad things to me and you know what I'm starting to do the bad things to myself. Help me please...maybe we can help eachother.....
im a terrible person.
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| November 2007 |
Sunday, 11/25
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Stop.
lilu0509
You are in a very bad place. You NEED help. Your family already knows what happened, so it's not like its some big secret that you have to hide.
Google search "survivors of male sexual abuse" along with your city's name. Find a support group's number, call them and get to a meeting ASAP. You don't have to talk when you get there ... just listen. You need help. If you know it or not, you're screaming out for it. That's part of what cutting is ... begging for help. Man up and do it. Life won't get any better unless you help yourself. Make the call. If you don't think you're strong enough ... that's a bunch of crap. You ARE strong enough.
Are you going to let your cousin's actions ruin your entire life? Does he deserve that kind of power and control?
Who is running your life? You or your cousin? Get angry ... take back your life! Please get help.
SeekingStrength19