ErnestE's Journal

        Let's start this journal with, PRAISE!!!!! GOD!!!!! I was able to sleep last night. This past weekend was WONDERFUL beyond my wildest dreams. Along with the revival services and the blessings that came with them. I was assured by Jamie's family that my coming to visit with them is not only ok, but I will be welcome to stay with them. PRAISE!!!! GOD!!!! To say that hearing those words excited me would be the understatement of the century. Had I not been driving, I would have "lost it" and just started praising God right then and there. As it was, I just praised God.. Now I will start planning and saving for the trip. I have spoken my young DS friend that I hurt so badly a couple of weeks ago. They agreed to try to rebuild what I destroyed. So their is NOTHING is my life at this moment to hinder me emotionally. Last night I did made the painful decision to slow down as far attending church every night that I can find a service. Until Saturday night I didn't realize the toll that was being taken on health, not only physically but mentally . Being in a different location every night for three weeks in a row took a great toll on me. So the decision to slow down was right. I will be in a service tonight, but it will be via the internet. A DS friend has asked me to watch the service tonight, so I will be around 8 PM local to do just that. Well my trip outside got me a couple of yellow jacket stings, LOL, but I am ok. A DS friend came to Christ tonight. So GLORY!!! GLORY!!! GLORY!!!. This day is going to end a FAR more beutiful note than I am ever dreamed it could. I knew that God would help through this weakness. Things are looking up for repairing the damage I have done to a friendship of a sister in christ here on DS. This is in no way a brag, I will take this one step, one day at a time, and move at their pace with God's guidance. It was getting away from God's guidance that started this problem to begin with. I hope and pray that it will NEVER happen again. I forgot to get some bread when I picked up my water tonight, so if I want to eat breakfast I have to go back out tonight.. CRAP!!! LOL Since it is now past midnight local I will have to go across town to a super walmart and I HATE that place. It is just too big, lol. I will wrap this journal up here and say good night and God bless......