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March 26, 2008 12:58am
Im ready to rid my family and friends of my problems and stop burdening them. I am worthless and am just taking up too much space on this …
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Journal Entry for November 23, 2007
November 23, 2007 9:05pm
2105 Feeling worthless and useless and am in pain.
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Close Post-Traumatic Stress Disorder
I am 23 I am a fire fighter and I have encountered many accidents but the one that is sticking is the one with a child involved. It happened in 2004 and I keeping having flashbacks but it comes in waves. I am deep in right now and almost ended it cause I cant take it. I got discharged from the army cause of it.
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- Art Somewhat Helpful
- I love to draw.
- BuSpar Not Working
- Isnt working
- Psychotherapy Not Working
- Remeron Not Working
- Seroquel Not Working
- Made my muscles twitch too much.
- Talking Somewhat Helpful
- Hard to express my emotions sometimes.
- Topamax Working / Worked
- I cant afford it.
- Trazodone Somewhat Helpful
- Gave to me for sleep, but I am still not sleeping well.
Close Depression
Type: Clinical (Major) DepressionWas diagnosed with bipolar and depressing and PTSD.
Treatments
- Elavil Not Working
- Terrible drug! Made me almost have a heart attack. Heart rate would stay at 125bpm resting and close to 200bpm. Not safe! Bad for your heart. Made me have fevers too.
- Lexapro Not Working
- Psychotherapy Not Working
- Seroquel Not Working
- Made me gain weight, and I saw no difference so I stopped taking it.
- Trazodone Somewhat Helpful
- Makes my skin feel like it was on fire. Used for sleep
- Wellbutrin Not Working
Open Physical & Emotional Abuse
Since I was 2 yearsold till around 13-14 I was physically and mentally abused and I just cant recover from it. Its stays in my mind.14-21 O was mentally abused by my new stepfather.
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- Leave Somewhat Helpful
- Psychotherapy Not Working
Open Financial Challenges
Since getting sick I have racked up almost a million dollars in medical bills. I have chronic abdominal pain dibilitaiting. Have 30-50 creditors calling harrassing me everyday. I cant work cause of this and was denied medicaid and disability.
Open Chronic Pain
I am 23 yearsold, I have been suffering with pain for most of my adult life.
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- Chiropractic Adjustment Not Working
- Flexeril Not Working
- Heat Not Working
- Hydrocodone Not Working
- Topamax Not Working
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