bird99's Journal

I'm haveing a really bad day!!!!!!!! 

FIrst of all i didn't sleep well, but then again i don't sleep well about every night,  I do believe that i have figured out my issue though, I just really can't seleep well, (deeply like when you dream and get rested) in the night, I am always listening for the kids to get up, listening for a crying child, and listening for the alarm clock to go off so daughter isn't late to school.  Once daughter gets off to school I fall back asleep and that's when i dream and get that deep sleep.  Ususally son is still asleep by me and then i can actuially sleep.  But that only lasts maybe an hour or two, three at the utmost before hubby is bitching at me to get out of bed.

Second we got our notification from Workers Comp and hubby's permanet disabiliy was denied....  Figures....  So now the only option is to either stay this way knowing that he will never be approved for permanet disability or he has to go to Vocational rehab to be trained for a new job, then either they will train him for a new job or determine that he can't be retrained.  So more time with no income. 

Third - I haven't admitted this before, but we are below the poverty line so we get food stamps along with state funded healthcare, well since hubby "doesn't" work and I don't work 30 hrs a week on  a constant basis either he had to go through state job assesment and take a very low income job through them or I had to sign him off our food stamps therefore lowering the amount of money we get a month.  He decided that we should just sign him off food stamps cause the lady who is in charge of the jobs program said we would lose about $80 a month in food stamps, so we signed him off of stamps, then today i get in the mail our notification that they have removed him from our food stamps and that we are going to lose $120 a month!  I was not happy and then to get this notification on the same day we got the notice that his disability was denied, it's just the icing on the cake today

Then to top it all off I have to work tonight from 5 to close so I won't be home till after 11.  I have to go pick up daughter today, then we have to go to my parents house to tear down a waterbed we are selling, then i have to go to work at 5....