bird99's Journal

Now that I have gotten a few questions answered, it turns out that if I do watch sister in law's 3 kids, I would be making more money than what I am currently makeing waiting tables, plus i would get to stay home with my own kids too, and then I would be saving on gas cause I won't be driving to work 3 days a week, and with gas almost $4 a gallon, saving any way i can is a plus.  I would have to run a tight ship with rules, consequences and rewards, but I know I can do that, plus it would be good for my kids too to have a schedule and rules to live by, and I know that sis in law's kids definately need some rules and stabilization in their lives.  I just hope that I don't totally regret this decision, I hate making changes in my life, especially when it comes to quitting one job to take another, I  am just scared that this is a total mistake, and it's going to make my summer totally miserable, but then again I just have to be positive and know that I am in contol of the situation and know that I can make this summer fun and we can all have fun together.  But still making changes can be totally scarry......

I am still not feeling up to par lately, and have hubby driving me totally insane.  I have to go do laundry tomorrow, i have no clean work clothes and I have to work tomorrow night, so laundry is a must, not an option to not do it.  I still have a mild fever, but that seems to be the only thing other than i am tired that is wrong with me.  Hubby seems to be a little short tempered lately, seems that all the disability hearing and all has him on edge, i understand i just wish he would tell me instead of being a total asshole to me... MEN FOR YOU THOUGH!  Well I do think that I am going tobed now, i already have clothes laid out for daughter for school tomorrow, since lately hubby has daughter wake me up and ask me to get her clothes for school, i am laying then out tonight so maybe i will be able to sleep in and not get woken up (Yea right I can dream on too, but hey it sounds like a good idea)  I know hubby is going to bitch that he wants me ready to go once he gets home from taking daughter to school, and i just really have issues getting my lazy ass out of bed.  I do have to work on that though sicne this fall all my classes are 8am, and my clinicals on Fridays are 7am, super early, but then i am home sooner too.  Okay enough babbling off to bed with me...