Journal Entry for February 7, 2008
Hey everyone, just wanted to let you know that I'm having trouble with my internet provider at the moment so I wont be online again until I can …
Hey everyone, just wanted to let you know that I'm having trouble with my internet provider at the moment so I wont be online again until I can …
....getting there!!
I'm definitely feeling better today. I had a slight med mishap yesterday which has left me very tired today, but the black cloud that was hanging …
So far, so good....
Today has been a very BAD day. I'm frustrated with the fact that unless you are suffering from a particular illness that you JUST DON'T …
just sharing some love.. yawn. xxx
Thanks for your message. It's nice to see that other people understand that you're not just making this stuff up! I'm so new at this site, I really don't know how to navigate around yet. So if I'm slow getting back to you, you'll know why! Have a great weekend! Lynne
hope everything is ok
just because.... x
hey man how are ya?
Progress
15 %
I have had agoraphobia for about 7 years but it's got alot worse over the last 4 years. I also suffer from narcolepsy and bi-polar disorder aswell as other mental illness. I rarely leave the house and if I REALLY have to for some reason then 8 times out of 10 I suffer a major panic attack and cant step out the front door. I often feel very isolated but it feels life a small price to pay for feeling safe. I would love to chat with others out there like me so that I stop feeling like such a freak.
I'm a cutter mainly but I used to punch or bash my arms against wood or concrete until my fingers were swollen and brusied. When I get in that 'state' now I will find any thing sharp and cut myself until I see blood.
I've sufferd bi-polar disorder my whole life. True depression is the worst feeling in existence - I wouldn't even wish it on my worst enemy (even though that enemy is probably myself.....)