Journal Entry for October 2, 2007
October 2, 2007 11:49pm
Turns out H's hepatitis scare is being caused by his high cholesterol. It's building up fatty deposits on the liver. The doc wants him in for …
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About Me
I left my husband after 30 years of doing my best. Our sons are grown and I am working toward a college degree. I love to write and am studying literature. Regardless of the fact that I was sure when I left, I am now in a state of confusion.
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Journal Entry for October 1, 2007
October 1, 2007 2:30pm
I don't know whether to laugh or cry. I feel my life is a mess and so wasted except for my kids. What do I do now? H asked yesterday how he can …
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Journal Entry for September 25, 2007
September 25, 2007 6:46pm
I went with my husband to the neuropsych yesterday after his bloodwork for his reg. doc. Basically, the man is a bit brain damaged. After answering a …
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Journal Entry for September 13, 2007
September 13, 2007 3:38pm
My son's wedding reception is Sat. and I'm trying to stay happy. Hubby has been depressed and yelling for the past 2 weeks. I know he's …
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Journal Entry for August 30, 2007
August 30, 2007 3:29pm
Apparently the Lexapro and Chantix don't mix well with me, then quitting the Chantix suddenly and cutting the Lexapro in half to try again later …
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Thanks for being such a great friend!!!
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Hey Fallingdown, Haven't heard from ya in a while. Hope everything is going okay. Is the hubby calming down and staying out of your hair? I hope things are going well for you. Keep your smile on, my friend. ^_^
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Thanks FallingDown. Know that you have a lot of experience in some the awkard relationship problems I'm going through right now. Appreciate the love and support.
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Thank you so much.......tears.....good ones though. Want to hug you so big thank you
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I'm with ya sis
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Close Breakups & Divorce
I was seperated by my choice after 30 years of marriage. Unfortunately I went back to an even worse situation.
Treatments
- Couples Counseling Working / Worked
- We started going together, now he quit saying no one can help him. She feels he has deep-rooted problems and needs to see someone higher up.
- Forgiveness Working / Worked
- I forgave him for many things, but he continues to do the worst. He can't forgive me for what I did.
- Leave Considering
- I left once and want to again. I'm too afraid of the consequences.
- Love Not Working
- How can you believe someone who hurts you loves you?
- Music Somewhat Helpful
- Classical calms me down.
- Support from Friends & Family Working / Worked
- They're all very supportive, but they have their own lives to deal with and I feel like I'm bothering them.
- Talking Working / Worked
- He doesn't like to talk, and when it does it turns into an all-out battle targetted at me.
- Lexapro Somewhat Helpful
- It stopped my anxiety attacks and, amazingly, my fibroids from bleeding.
Close Infidelity
I'm not sure what to say. I cheated twice because I guess I was looking for the intimacy I didn't get at home, not to mention that I wanted someone who treated me like a human being. I left my husband but came back. He wanted to forgive and forget but he feels I did worse to him than he ever did to me. However, I don't feel that it was worse than putting up with the mental abuse that led me to cheat. Sounds cliche, but it's the truth.
Treatments
- Couples Counseling Somewhat Helpful
- He still reminds me constantly that he feels I am a woman of ill repute.
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